After hell days…

Thursday was no rest for me. I had been dealing with my high school batch mates, convincing them to buy that freaking batch shirt and telling them to attend our batch party. Angel said I am so patient, waiting for people to come by and give their payment, which, unbelievably, will not benefit me at any rate! I suddenly come to think of it… What the fuck am I doing in that suppose-to-be-first-days-of-vacation? Hay! It’s to late… As I have told Jhaycee there is no turning back now. Point of No Return! She actually wanted to cancel that batch party due to non-stop talkings and whatever problems other people see, but then I told her we cant stop now. We have been spreading that some proceeds of the shirts will be use for the party and any cancellation will bring doom to us because we will be labeled as a scammer! Or just me since I am still in UST and she is way out there in Taft Avenue. Damn!

Friday was still a non-rest day for me. Last day of payment for the shirt and an early GA for Tomcat and baccalaureate mass… I arrived in school at around 10am, an hour late for our GA, thank God they are not starting yet, Tomcat stuff was discussed and so on, then they announced the changes and new shows… I am now a staff of In-depth, headed by Ate Edel. Great! hehehe… then the rest I forgot.

Payment. Boredom. Payment. Boredom. Payment. Boredom. Payment. Boredom.

Jhaycee arrived past 4 and she took charge then it is time for me to head to the baccalaureate mass. The main goal was to see “Hotness” for the last time, but then I didn’t! Well, it doesn’t matter, really. I was just happy to see those jovial and expecting faces. They looked like they drank a bottle of non-prescribed drug. That feeling of anticipation, and nervousness was all over the place. When they were playing a VTR of the graduating students, I almost cried. I was thinking… two more years, which is not really that far from now, then it is time to say goodbye to the comfort zone UST has been giving me for the past 14 years.
Welcome to the battle zone. Goodbye allowance and welcome toil. Goodbye Sampaloc, Manila and welcome other cities. Goodbye friends, foes and indifferentS. Welcome strangers. The whole event last Friday made me realize a bunch of things. The people I am going to spend that baccalaureate mass must be the people that I love and treasure much. I love you 2CA1. OK, so much for the drama… but really if you were there you’ll have Goosebumps… or maybe it was just me since I am counting the days until the declaration of a break up between me and my university. HUHUHU. I am going to Miss USTE!

pic by Martin Jesse Herrera

We (tomcat) decided to have a picture, all of a sudden; engineering students tagged Jason to take a picture of them. Seeing that they have become the reason for delay, they asked us to join them instead… ang kulit!

I can see how happy you are. I am happy on your behalf.

I just saw the new video of Panic! at the disco. BABALA: SUBURSIBO!

"Build God then we'll talk" - Panic! at the disco

AHU.AHU.AHU.

Yesterday, after the long and exhausting hours of waiting and harassing my high school batchmates, Katlyn and I decided to watch "300"...

I was so engrossed with the movie!!!

"Spartans what is your occupation?!"
"Ahu.Ahu.Ahu..."

Damn, the whole movie is moving. Plus, the battles scenes are just so.... GRRRR... Magnificent!
Freeze every frame and you'll have an "El Spolarium" painting!


"Only Spartan Women can give birth to Spartan Men!"
-Queen Gorgo

Reminds me of "letter to the Women of Malolos by Jose Rizal"

I really love the lines in the movie, its so full of meaning and mystery...

Girl talk

Girl talk.

I knew it was coming and finally it did.
After the long silent moments we had, the uneasy smiles and the... well, silence most of it.

"At least kilala kita. At Im sure he's in good hands!..."
"At dahil dyan mag-aalagaan kami!"

Thanks for the Oreo, the Brendon Urie talk, the Music that we both love (Panic!&FallOutBoy), hoping they could drop by Manila, Pete Wentz and Brandon Boyd!!!, singing "this aint a scene, its an arms race" and next time I'll be teaching you the dance step to this!, hehehe...

And btw I think this is the one you are talking about...


Time To Dance
Well, she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor Just for the attention.
Cause that's just ridiculously on.
Well, she sure is gonna get it
Here's the setting
Fashion magazines line the walls now
The walls line the bullet holes

Have some composure
Where is your posture?
Oh, no, no
You're pulling the trigger
Pulling the trigger
All wrong [x2]

Give me envy, give me malice, give me a-a-attention
Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!
When I say "Shotgun", you say "Wedding"
"Shotgun", "Wedding", "Shotgun", "Wedding"

She didn't choose this role
But she'll play it and make it sincere
So you cry, you cry (Give me a break)
But they believe it from the tears
And the teeth right down to the blood
At her feet
Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and wearing Aubergine dreams
(Give me a break)

Have some composure
Where is your posture?
Oh, no, no
You're pulling the trigger
Pulling the trigger
All wrong [x2]

Come on this is screaming "Photo op." op...
Come on
Come on
This is screaming
This is screaming
This is screaming "Photo op."

Boys will be boys, baby
Boys will be boys
Boys will be boys, baby
Boys will be boys

Give me envy, give me malice, give me a-a-attention
Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!
When I say "Shotgun", you say "Wedding"
"Shotgun", "Wedding", "Shotgun", "Wedding"

Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and boys will be boys
Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and wearing Aubergine dreams
-Panic! At the disco

A friend is thicker than anything else!:)

hell days are nearing its END

Hell days are nearing its END

Monday:


Consuelo de bobo (gawa ng isang subersibo noong lunes mismo!)

I hate what is happening but at the same time, I am happy for you.

Instead of coming up with the dreadful paper for Rizal Course I decided to interrupt it with a few writings that I should not forget.

Time check: 10:51pm
Reality check:
I am far from having that paper yet still I am compelled to do this.
I hate the epoch but I am stoic with the humans.

I just had a talk with Camille over the phone and no paper could stop us from discussing tons and tons of personal concerns. Unfortunately, it is too subversive and too disturbing to be discussed. Hehehe…
OB is a feeling. A natural freaking sheeet that is most probably a taboo. However, let us face it you’ve felt it! Didn’t you? Hahaha!
Men can be sheests! But, are they? Maybe it’s time to go through the concepts and be objective.
“Bakit nga ba niya ito ginaginagawa?”
Maybe he is simply having an overview.
“Baka meron siyang ma-miss as he scans at magsisi siya!”

I understand them… I know the feeling. Disturbing. But, let not yourself fool you! The best deceiver would be you!
REALITY CHECK PLEASE! I know it sucks! REALITY BITES!

Consuelo de bobo

I still like you, but I hate what is happening.

Emo is over.

And anyways… summer is out there.

Tuesday:


The day before Phantom of the Opera, adaptation. I wasnt really pressured until it was... Well, Im not pressured at all.
Before leaving, Camille, Kamille and I decided to see the posted pictures at our Mascherata panel board and to our surprise a girl was trying to take Arian's picture! "Kukunin ko talaga ito!" She was unaware that we are behind her and Kamille and I tried so hard not to laugh! Camille didnt really know what's happening until Kamille told us to leave because the girl's friend were eyeing Camille!!! We were laughing until they were out off sight! It was really weird! Camille took a different route so Kamille and I were the only ones who talk about the play and the girls that seems to be under the trance of raoul! Hehehe...

Scarcity- noun, plural -ties.
1. insufficiency or shortness of supply; dearth.
2. rarity; infrequency

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/scarcity

And that is exactly what is happening in the Faculty of Arts and Letters!

Wednesday:



We did it! Mascherata was shown around 9:15 am. As expected the Rizal Conference Hall was not full due to the early shedule but it was OK since the 'set team' took almost two hours just to finish setting up! I wasnt able to see the spark unlike last Saturday at Mingu's place... SAYANG! hehehe... still, it was OK. The rose took a few seconds before it dropped! hehehe...
After the very play I wasnt able to control myself in clapping and screaming! The whole thing was done! Well, we still have the finals... but this entails physical strenght and extreme patience! Just imagine me carrying those cabinets and counters from the AB building to TARC!!! Plus... After eating lunch with 2CA1 I saw him... and to my surprise... that thing before was gone! Well, not all... but it was like seeing somebody from the past! Maybe after screaming for a few seconds part of the feelings were thrown away! GALING!!!;)

Thursday:


I forgot what happened.

Friday:


We had our last day with Tita MIMI (it was Gella's nickname for maam Garcia, though I still like Nicole Scherzinger!) then Goodbye to Maam Pusta, where some of my classmates were able to have an impromtu radio play... I was not included because She said I already had a grade for camera handling that lasted for 10 seconds! Another goodbye to Maam Yanga, where I choose not to listen the whole week due to... well, not-finding-a-reason-to-do-so! Then Maam De Castro had a last session with us since we lack time due to her tirade speeches, lectures and so on... Damn Im going to miss her even that would sound absurb for a lot of student, well... I couldnt blame them since I was a privilege to be in front row seat! Well that is not a good thing for a lot of people but I dont know! I like her a lot! We both love Rizal! And that is all that matters! And yes, I want to be like her, If only I could! Wasnt able to watch Corpse Bride since our last 1hour session with Maam De Castro lasted for two hours. Well, THAT WAS THE SIGN!

Saturday: After our PE finals I met Jhaycee for our reunion and T-shirt thing for UST HIGHSCHOOL 04-05! I already left her with 35 signitures ordering the shirts! GUYS ORDER KAYO! hehehe astig ang shirts!

REALIDAD!

REALIDAD. aT its finest

• I need money badly inoder to have a reliable PC for my dreams of becoming an editor
• My Goal is to Save somebody's life... But no one is going to save mine
• Ang astig ng location nila Mingu. Da BEST! Ang sarap mag-overnight
• There is a PSA + a paper to finish for theo. a paper on the discussion of Constantiono regarding Rizal and historical determinism. a report on El fili. another paper for Philo. Unread Statistics book. All of these due on tuesday. Tomorrow, Quiz on Circulatory and Lymphatic System. (wala pa akong nasisimulan.)
• Phantom of the Opera is coming and I dont think a lot of people will be able to watch it due to the early schedule.
• A lot of people are LOVESICK. (haha... ang dami nila! SHIT.) Puta. Kasama na ako.
• Male species are as hard to decipher as the female.
• Na mimiss ko na ang mga batchmates ko sa HS. I just dont know if they feel the same.
• Miggy is getting HOTTER and HOTTER these days... MARRY ME! so I wont be looking for anybody else.
• Mahal ko si MONG Alcaraz. I just wish he doesnt looked like some ass.
• My friends and I are getting closer than ever. LUB YU.
• HOTNESS is graduating and I have to content myself with some ass.
• MAPAGPATAWAD AKO.
• "Jenn, wala kang pag-asa! Wala kang pag-asa!" -minsan gusto ko ang pagiging prangka ni Kamille, nagigising ako.

Who said it's all about winning?

ME.

And because of that I would like to congratulate all the winners in the Sophomore Broadquest 2007.

Aba ay nagandahan naman talaga ako! Kamusta?

At dahil dyan kakanta ako!

Sweet Maria

Bless this night
I’m entering the fold with everything to lose
Let me be ready for the end
With both guns blazing
Nothing can stop this war tonight
Can you be my shelter?
Your suicide kisses will be mine
Sweet Maria
Guide these bullets in the air
Beautiful clash
I’m a blinded fool again
Now I’ll be cut and bruised
A lovely blade run through my neck
My landmine valentine
These silver bullets will open your eyes
And I’ll be here breathing
Your suicide kisses will be mine
Sweet Maria
Guide these bullets in the air
Three more in the chamber and I said
Sweet Maria
Grace this moment, hear my prayer
I feel you beside me
Touch me, I tremble
My final dance, this means everything
Everything to me
These silver bullets will open your eyes
And I’ll be here breathing
Your suicide kisses will be mine
Sweet Maria
Guide these bullets in the air
Three more in the chamber and I said
Sweet Maria
Grace this moment, hear my prayer
-koski

di ba sa bi ko...

di ba sa bi ko... FORGET.

sana matapos na itong March... fast.