We're only liers but we are the best

We're only liers but we are the best
I have fallen for a camwhore.
how is that for a suicidal over-dramatic dude?
my chest aches I thank HIm all for that
I still want to go on but then again something on my back said that this sem SUCKS BIGTIME FOE ME!

I want a laptop... maybe a lap dance is better... hehehe.
Im drifting... I am an addict. Thank You!

I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light... you over-dramatic boy!






FOB FOB FOB!!!

pic by fearnley
and all i learned from you is the word "fuckin"

"Sing your fuckin lungs out!"
-Pete Wentz

Sa moa to Araneta Addict lang kami noh!!!


Grr.. di nman pla nagiinspect un sa Araneta sana dinala ko yung vidcam... huhuhuhuhu....

 

"me and you" - fall out boy (fresh vid)

see you on friday boys...

My aunt bothered at my sudden possible death… I say “live fast die young.” Just like all the rockstars and the evildoers.

(Reverse the time entry)

8bruises and counting… red bad marks on my chest… dream of becoming a road manager of P!ATD…

Friday, July 27, 2007
the lemon generation part II: "the things i do just to make myself more attractive to you."

“i want to forget the way i am a sad soul trapped in a happy body… life is a canyon and ive been on a cliff. i feel like im just falling in. from the plains of south africa at night. dear constellations please eat me alive- i am mad. the stars are so bright here they look million dollar movie set fake. digest me and turn me bright.you are a world away truly, i will wait for it to spin around to me.”

posted by xo at 1:22 PM

Thursday, June 28, 2007
everything real in love and life comes without batteries included

“The world is your oyster, what does that mean? That I'm just grinding sand waiting to be sucked down by box dye blondes and chased with hynotik. .... dumb-luck, but there's no such thing as smart luck. Think It got us kicked out of vegas. Happy as a clam but how happy can clams be? Dreaming of being steamed or robbed of their only worldly possession, pearls, sounds like a total soccer mom fantasy- only with upscale spas and mugger fantasies. I am a starfish waiting to regenerate a point. Till then, I am kind of pointless.”

posted by xo at 3:21 PM

http://www.nohartandsole.blogspot.com/

>>>I just finished reading pete’s, month of May, entries on his blog… the man is more than just emo… more than being love sick and fuck up with life… he is being fuck up for real and no one dares to understand that because being prejudice is common and not seen as a crime. Amen to pete. And fuck to all the happy people that think sadness is equal to emo. And so you think you’re happy huh!

I say: “he is more than just a man-kisser for he makes love with life just like he makes love with his fuck up thoughts.”

i'll be reading more of his labeled-emo-entries and see much of myself in it.

>>>I arrived around 12:30am (Saturday)… I barely spoke with people… A.M. (awkward moments) and now I wonder where this introversion of mine goin to take me. I felt sleepy… but not really, seem to be the right thing to say when you are out of words or felt like being alone in my dark cornered world. I am lost in the middle of the well-dressed and mythological looks… a low mortal amidst the sleepy lousy excuse. I want to go home, but where is home?

After the struggle not to sleep in my literate class I went straight at the radio room (new tomcat office) to get ready for the first shoot of “TIME-FIRST” UST’s very own segment on RushTV. I change clothes-research for boxing equips-time coder for the shoot-aspirations-two hour trip to RushTV’s Launching…

It is fulfilling but I wish I could still be the loner me.

>>>I want to go to the US… be a gig goer… be a roady of P!ATD… sleep with bden… 2yrs later, get back to Manila… be a gig goer… exchange lustful glances with YOU… take YOU with me at the 400th year anniv party of my school. Kiss YOU… and God only knows what’s next.

That ends my future plan. What a plan!

People say they do not want to go elsewhere. They wanted to stay. They will be missing a lot of people. I think other wise. I am not born to be attached to anybody, not now.

>>>Such an emo entry. But then again, what is emo??? Not a grand narrative for sure. And now you know there is something beyond it all. Beyond all the secret emotions trying not to get through you. Does it get through you? Hope not.

"the tiring of oneself with some love from tight pants and all I can do is to say AH"


Finally.



The chance of letting the world know na finally naka online din ako!!! katatapos lang ng endless pag-eedit for TV Prod... and yes ngayon lang dahil... nun Saturday kasi expired na pala un trial period ng Adobe Premiere so I decided to use Windows Movie Maker kahit na first time ko yun... Sat-Sun-Mon... Yup halos araw-araw akong na ke Gia with Flos just to edit it... Bakit 3days??? dahil laging nagHuhung... Muka na nga akong baliw kasi lahat nalang ng gadgets kinakausap ko just for them not to give up on us... Takot na takot na ako... Feeling ko mababaliw na ako kasi sobrang dali lang yun mga mats na ma-eedit but we still have to wait and give Samsung, computer ni Gia, a break and endless pushing of restart button. Hay...



APOcalypse.



After kela Gia diretso bahay... Putik! My whole body is about to give up. Natutulog na ako sa jeep and i hell care kung tinitignan na ako ng aleng nasa harap ko... thank God kami lang un laman ng jeep... actually Im scared that I might fell on the floor or what.

I called Fhau just to make sure na pupunta sya... and yes she is.

but look and behold! Nun nakita ko sya I was like WTF! We both wear the same shirt (hsbatch shirt), almost have the same hair cut, she got her all different when you tried to look at her back but still... and we both wear eyeglasses... Ahahahaha... In truth we dont know each other!



Concert Proper:

To my surprise the med audi is damned pack with people!!! Well... most were not from Uste... kaya pala... Marice you really missed a lot! Na txt na kita kaya you know what you missed!

me: "DROP-OUT! NAG-EENGLISH NA!"



ahahaha!



On the better and lighter side Hilera is still FCking Great and as well as Tado's Band Live Tilapia, laugh trip... naka Patrick of FOB outfit un Vox ng Hilera... Kalbo ka rin ba???



the other Band?... Well... chicosci, or... yeah just Miggy, revealed to the crowd that the Vampire Sign started at Uste... Reminisce???

Oh Boy He is... the reason for the Climactic O.B. hehehe...



the tighter the pants the better to see you!

And speakin of See you... See you guys at the FOB CONCERT... What the hell is that??? ewan... ahahaha...



Pagod na ako.



Facing the computer for almost three days... Consecutive days mind you...

editing and knowing that I could do it in less than five hours if only fate would side with us...

goin to concerts...

reading SocioComm(yes, one more article left)...

stalking...

watching The Notebook... Grrr... Si Young Hercules Pala yun guy dun!!! I LAB U!

visiting littleMiggy's site(Nathan, 9yr old kid or 10, that loves miggy chavez. I so love this
kid! )...

reading blogs (saw Pete's blog... http:///www.nohartandsole.blogspot.com )...

and to everything that Im goin to do next...
ABA ABA ABA!!! Ang galing galing ko!!! (sorry but I just have to give myself some boost!)

And because of my greatness our proposal for Filipino will be given much attention tomorrow when we are left with a few more hours to make fun of it!

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What keeps me goin is the thought of the day when I'll be grabing your white ass and some of your time at the back seat