Are we related?

ive been a situation where ive been hating my guts more and more... i cant believe i'd come to this... i hate the blood inside me. the people who's suppose to take care of me saying stupid things to those who were good enough to spend their entire life just to give me the best they can... silly.. i'll brush them off i guess... just like before... just like what ive been doing these past years... god i'll never be like them. I'LL NEVER BE LIKE THEM.

If you happen to have a good news and bad news which one will you tell first?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

to the guy that brought me to the world of JE...
lover turned cousin! LOL

MATSUMOTO JUN!!!

its sort of late considering Japan's time (its past 12midnight there)
anyhows doesnt matter...

SAD NEWS: i lost my folder with Jun pics!!! Devastating!!!

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NewS Pacific DVD
after weeks of waiting i finally saw it!
a huge thanks to Chinky (She downloaded it for me! waaaa...)

actually i cant wait to see Sho and Nino in their concert
sorry entity sila dito... ngayon ko lang narealize medyo biased ako dahil sila lang ang napapansin ko! nun magkatabi si Nino at Yamapi, si Nino and napansin ko! LOL! Entity talaga ang mga lolo mo... pwedeng pang comedy and arashi! ahahahaha... A few more years pa ang ibigay sa NewS gagaling din sila... actually maganda naman talaga un concert... ahaha... lalo na un "Devil or Angel" VS "Shock Me" sobrang lupit... kaya lang sa last part biglang me ginawa si ryo ke kuya na di ko nagustuhan! ahahaha... biased lang ako sa Arashi... ahahahaha... Sorry naman ke kuya Pi alam niya namang mas mahal ko talaga ang Arashi no matter what! Grabe ang biased ko lang... ahahaha!!! At kahit mukang ulol lang si Sho sa mga pinaggagagawa niya eh ano ngayon? ahahaha... Entity talaga eh, pero mahal ko eh... anong gagawin ko?






sho singing the wrong lyrics...

*JUST IGNORE THIS PART*
Im supposed to be talking about the DVD itself but then if you're a NewS fan you've already know about it! I watched it yesterday and did a second run today... its pretty clean... but i still think that yamapi is given more with the solo part then the others (it bothers me so much)... not that i dont want it... (especially the part where he just have to unzip his shirt then BOOM with the water fountain, see... his part is alot longer... plus he got a fountain effect!) the thing is its a group thing and all of them must stand up! Not that they dont... its just too much of Yamapi and not having much from him... I dont know how to explain this... perhaps give them a little more time, see im being biased... Im judging them based on Arashi's concert performance... I dont know... perhaps im wrong...
*I TOLD YOU TO IGNORE IT*

SAD NEWS: parts of the disc were a jumping (me ganun bang term sa english? tumatalon eh!!!)

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EHEADS CONCERT
after years and years of waiting for their reunion (which i already accept impossible due to some of the band members misunderstanding) they finally did it.

SAD NEWS: I wasnt there plus Ely was rushed to the hospital after their 15th song! (a friend just told me about it)
i texted Jana a while ago asking her how the concert went but i didnt got a reply and it struck me some how... i felt something went wrong and there... I still dont know... omg please let Ely be fine... My Rock God!

rayms, ely, marcus, buddy

Haircut and Heartbreak.

Waaaaaaa…

Sho got a new haircut!!!

I actually like the old one, but this is more refreshing I think. Definitely the style that my classmates way back in high school prefer! Ahahahahahaha… whatever… Sho… as your wife, I’ll support you! LOL!

credits to d0nkeykick

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BTW. Eraserhead's concert is on Saturday! (MatsuJun’s birthday) I actually want to drown myself with alcohol (as if i can do that at home) just to forget that I cant be on their reunion concert! The thought kills me… The Fort is too far from home and there is just no chance of having someone with me… besides jana said the ticketline is damn long so probably by the time I got tickets Im gonna be placed somewhere at the back…

one more thing Eli's mom died just this morning... but it wont affect the concert i heard... I just wish Eli wont take this too hard or anything, he got heart attack once if you'll remember...

HUHUHUHU… OMG! Fuck this is unbelievable! The greatest Filipino band ever and forever! My Rock Gods!

I’ll shed a tear for sure… laugh all you want but it’s officially my first heartbreak!

To heal it… just accompany me, anybody?. Onegaishimasu!

magkahawak ang ating kamay at walang kamalay malay

nang tinuran mo ang puso ko na umibig ng tunay.

sa panaginip nalang pala kita maisasayaw.

-Huling El Bimbo(The Last El Bimbo)

never felt so bad

ahhhhh ...

the internet connection in the library is pretty awesome!!!

ours... is a different story.



PLDT: maam we'll be having a remote check within 48hours... perhaps you should also try scanning your computer since a lot of the viruses from downloaded materials are slowly down our computers...

me: Eh... sure...

HELPLESS

I cant stand this anymore! Its been days and im ranting at how it took me forever to download NewS Pacific Concert!!! I just gave up! (10hours with only 70% of the file at hand... and the hardsub versions got 10 files with 100MB each) Marice told me that maybe its the constant downloading on torrent sites and i should check my internet connection speed!

the result:
2.21KBS

OMG! this speed is like for dial up connection!!!

HUHUHU...

I felt helpless... so helpless... i dont know what else to call it!
OMG what happend??? I want to have that effing NewS Pacific DVD with subs!

GRRRRRR!!!!

ART ART ART and the COPYCATS.

Two days from now i'll be passing a self portrait for our Art Appreciation class... My blockmates were pretty busy buying canvas, paint brushes and stuff... well not for me... OMG, i cant believe im not even worrying! I just intend to paint (unfortunately, we have to give explanation and stuff!) so i surf the net and saw some interesting art forms like Fluxus Can anyone give me a more concrete example of this, Thanks in advance! (please do so even if i've done passing my project... im just interested!) then Japan Pop Art by Takashi Murakami (just a few hours ago I saw a book of him in the bookstore while my friends were buying canvas!) then browse through Lolicon, wherein childlike female characters are depicted in an erotic manner (its like hentai and pedophile fused!) the male version is Shotacon then there's Yaoi and the likes... OMG! Is this still art im seeing??? ahahaha... Japanese people keeps on surprising me! Ahahaha!

It's been decided... im going to use oil pastel... since thats the only material in stock in my art stuff! Why cant i just use the JE icons i've done??? Cant that be a self portrait? BTW did you know that Japanese invented oil pastel?

i've seen another art form using oil pastel... applying layers and layers of color then scrapping it to form a pattern... Sort of Sgraffito I think. Then there is Kut-kut, an art form using wood then applying other stuff as layers (i guess the wood is just for support) its a Samar lost art... I actually want to be inspired by Filipino Artist... i just cant decide who...

its so hard!!!

Marice YM me and told me bout the Filipino version of Gossip Girl! OMG! Its already showing! What the Fuck! Whoever allowed that, the hell with you and the rest of you that keeps on copying and copying and producing second rated freaking shows! Oh my... And the hell with pinoy versions of hip hop songs! ISANG MALAKING PWEE!

Must produce original art! Original art! Original Art! Stop bastardizing others work!

I cant do performance art anymore... the enthusiasm escape me...

FASTER... FASTER...

not even the great flood of Espana was able to stop us last night! ahahaha... omg! The true test of endurance!!!

Jane and i agreed to meet at KFC-UST at 6pm unfortunately the 15min rain brought flood like there's no way UST can survive! ahahaha... i logged out the internet (after posting my previous entry) and when i went out of the library i was just speechless by the flood! So i walked my way to the carpark (believe me this is like the-me-against-the-fuck-rain scenario, i never thought walking from the lib to the carpark would take me forever and wet!) i wasnt really able to go to the carpark because the whole place was surrounded with flood! ( actually even if i didnt decide to dive in im still soaking wet by the rain!) i got out at the Lacson gate bought load and called jane... then we decided to meet in ministop, espana cor p.noval i tried my best but as you all know rains like that could instantly turn Espana into a river! So i stayed at the footbridge near the gate, bought slippers and wait for jane there instead...


the view from the footbridge, ESPANA RIVER!

*BTW as i write this, heavy rain pours once more... and its like 30mins and counting... can you imagine the flood now!!!

After jane and her friend che che (she got patron seats!) arrived they bought slippers as well... then...

I saw the CFAD guy that looks like YAMAPI! *Dead! (do i really have to swim in the muddy flood just to see him!)

anyways off we go to the concert... OMG! WASTED IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT!

It started on time with Crowned Kings as front act then PANIC!!!!!!!!

believe it or not they performed all of their old songs with different melody!!! Like disco feel or something... basta its different! i think it has faster tempo than the original but hell its so hard to keep up with the lyrics! But its hell fun!!! OMG! I want more! i swear to all deities of floods (if there's such) i'll watch them again... some other time i guess... but must see them again and this time i'll be at the front seat! im actually happy that the people at the patron seats were actually Panic fans (cause most of the time the ones there only got their tickets for free *sponsorships* and passive enough to stare blankly at the performing band) the only bad thing i guess is that this is the concert that i was least prepared. (Except for the buying of the ticket) Its like ok i bought the ticket 2months ago and after that... ok lets just wait for them to come! Fuck i forgot my vidcam! I could easily sneak it in! Bden's solo performance is fucking HOT! I cant believe i missed filming that
O.B. here we go again!!!

When i was dancing to their songs i just totally miss the rock scene! LOL. Actually i felt like crying (not really, just exaggerating) its like a new feeling listening to them but at the same time a totally familiar feeling... Damn you Bden! WHY?


Fanservice: Panic at the Disco Style!
Guys in skinny pants!

After the concert we kind of lingered outside and to make things more nostalgic I saw Chicosci, minus Calde and Miggy! That was close, thank God!

Anyways... its hell fun... but i guess fob's concert is more fun though... Pete Wentz is my Rock Father!!! LOL!

at the disco

PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC!

-its raining like hell now... and two hours from now i'll be looking at the face of Las Vegas RocknRoll!!! LOVE~~

Best things in life are free

It’s surprising how idle we get when it’s actually prelims week! (get ready for crappy exams testing your memorization skills…)

Lets all savor it shall we… (8 more case studies for IMC after this week, then I almost forgot that we’re senior about to defend our thesis!)

So let’s start by doing but this:

1. Downloading Arashi’s PV

Truth by eggchan has the PV version of Truth. Download here

Kaze no Mokou e by jennlyy

Download here

2. Watching Utaban * i think it was aired last Thursday

Guest: The group who doesn't care if they're late, Arashi. (see all of them against Nakai! EPIC!)

The translations are here. thanks to wingsongwords

Download it here (I think they sub it already) credit dvampyrlestat

Then the Youtube one without subs

1st part and 2nd part

3. Beijing Olympics and Sho Sakurai (Im super proud of you!!! LOL!)

see Sho-Kun in Beijing! HERE

thnx to ghol88

BTW i really want to thank everybody that keeps on subbing and all...

done with the first five episodes of Sapuri!

So much for your information

i know... iknow... i should be up and busying myself with our IMC Plan (damn i cant stand looking at Maxim and FHM sites just for this Effing IMC plan.. i think i could still take Hero channel...). LOL. But talking with Dhanli made me realize that i have so much catching up to do... OMG! I want to have an overnight and just watch every single dvd they have... the thought is killing me... thesis Hello!? and Film?!! (lets see if i can still do all the fangirling stuff next semester) ahahaha... as i've told dhanli im still holding back i just cant concentrate with anything... LOL!

With that im presenting...

The PIN date!
LOL! kamelli will not like this... dont you worry they're just friends...

(Akame will and forever be THE ONE!)

this is after the Kat-tun Concert read it here
thanks to jinpi_moe

then see RyO Nishikido sing Paraiso by the Smoky Mountain!!!

got this from theside_ihide

i dont know but a lot of Filipinos will agree if i say Ryo looks like Victor Basa!!!

Victor Basa (got this pic from Bounce... i miss their so cool office!!!)


Ryo Nishikido

BTW kamelli and i will come up with "Surviving the Yamada Taro Way of Life"... The whole country is in crisis, so are we... wait for that! LOL!

Olympics is tomorrow... Ganbatte Sho!!! (OMG! He is not even participating in the games... LOL!) Just do well with the interview and stuff!

and GO Philippines!!!

one moment im furious.... then im chirpy

sorry i was a bit distracted last night so i wasnt able to post this... its been days...

after IMC class we went straight to Adie's crib in Laguna.

i alone, watched Dhanli's Crows Zero DVD.
OMG! i never thought i'd like testosterone field movie this much...
basically the whole story is simple... its about Genji Takaya, a newcomer to Suzuran High School who aims to conquer his Gangsta School! Yes its a school for gangster! LOL!


Crows Zero
(they are already filming a sequel to this! YOSH!)

seriously this is definitely something!

starring Shun Oguri(yet another film showcasing Shun's flexibility as an actor)

Then Dhanli showed us a documentary of Shun (I totally forgot the title. Gomen ne.) it goes something like 200days with Shun Oguri and how he kills himself with such loaded schedules. Its really toxic. and then we realized what more of Jun Matsumoto's schedule. OMG!

i feel for this actors, damn it if people all over the world could only see how hard working these japanese actors they might want to reexamine themselves.

moving on... there is a part there were Shun had his radio show inside his room and after that he just did his ritual, smoking... and i was like, "OMG, He turned me on!" LOL!

a sleazy looking guy on bed. smoking. AMEN.

i'll definitely adding him on my S-LIST!

200days of Shun includes behind the scenes of
Hana Kimi - Detective Conan - Crows Zero - Couple of Commercials - Photo shoots - Caligula - His dj stint. (Busy is an understatement.)

by the way the documentary is really something aside from the fact that Shun turned me On. It actually inspired me to work harder. Reminds me of my brother Yamapi's Nikki (Jweb). He always include (every freaking day on his nikki! Unbelievable!) how he will do his best and work harder!

Speaking of which he said in his nikki that He is learning English. (Jin Akanishi are you teaching him well? If not i can take your position for free! LOL!)

also last night i saw this...

Sho and Mizukawa Asami

got this from shoumonai

i totally forgot that he's with somebody and drool over this pic!!! Ahahahaha...
OMG He's so hot!
btw. The whole gossip is crap they are friends and he just hailed a cab for Mizukawa Asami!
Still imagining Sho in his very non-arashi outfit! its rare to see them in non-flashy outfits! LOL!

Back to my sweet Yamapi he did mention last night in his Nikki that he's going to Kat-tun Concert!



(credits: luvjin02@youtube)
the whole thing is here watchful21.
i dont know what im gonna do without these fans!!!

Last night i was able to download Code Blue Ep4!!! OMG!(seems like this is the only thing i could say)
the drama is growing on me... Definitely a doctor drama nothing like Grey's anatomy with all the love affairs between doctors. And i just cant wait for the 5th Ep. Saw a screen cap of it and Yamapi on his sweatshirt! *dead* ok... im ok...

Finally.
PATD's concert is next week!!!
WeeeeeEeeeeEeeeeEE....

-ryro looking hot



-bden looking weird as ever... pic taken from the 2nd day of Singfest2008... i guess this is just two days ago...

OMG! just cant wait to see the guys that redefines Show boys of Las Vegas!!!

Look, I may include you to the list of people i FUCKING HATE!

i cant believe i would still encounter such immature freaks!

first! Dont you ever mess up with my friends! second! if you're planning on saying something stupid like "Epal naman ito!" in front of the class make sure you're not worth nothing but trash! third! Fuck You your face makes me sick!

so who is this lucky person?

"About Me:

I am the infamous lazy Ace. Most of the time it seems as if i don't give a care about anything except for myself and just myself. Inside thought, im a total genius. =) Not showing it, i care greatly for my friends, and if something had happened to them for me to be this determined to help them. it takes great effort, but once i am motivated enough, nothing can't stop me.."

-got this from the fool's multiply account!

gago ka! kung hindi ka ba naman isang damukal na bobo wag na wag kang mag assume na magaling ka at gusto mo pag-idamay ung ibang tao sa kabobohan mo! Ang pangit mo na nga ang pangit pa ng ugali mo! kalalaki mong tao nang naaway ka ng babae! GAGO! BOBO!

FUCK YOU ANG GALING MONG MAG-ENGLISH AHAHAHAHA! Kung matalino ka di ka magsusulat ng ganito! Ano pumapatol ka sa babae di ba? Punatahan mo lang ako sa AB at mag-away tayo! Ano? Lalaban ka?! Tangina mo! O baka gusto mong akyatin kita sa classroom nyo at pagsasapakin ko lahat kayong mga immature fools baka sakaling tumino kayo! Kung may problema ka sa kaibigan ko sabihin mo wag kang mag maangmaangan! Gago!

ano naintindihan mo ba? gusto mo bang itranslate ko sa ENGLISH baka di mo maiintindinhan! BOBO!

isa kang INSECURE!

well you should be... with that brain of yours! its no doubt! You better review your past lessons! looks like you have a lot of catching up to do...

Yamapi Capsule





As long as you are energized, anything can be a success!
Product name: Yamapi capsules
Function: excitement level UP***
Take note when consuming: It has a strong addictive nature

「After eating my medicine, it will increase the excitement even for normal days, making you super happy. Be it school or work, if you have consciousness to enjoy, everything will become interesting. However, once you are addicted to me, you are unable to escape from the addiction no matter what, you must have this awareness oh. ♡ 」

see the rest here!

imm0rtal_piglet

while we were having a meeting on IMC Max caught me in a very errrr...
weird situation.
I was giving a blank look at Yamapi's almost naked picture. LOL!

Its 3am??? Still up anybody? Ahhh...

Our class is definitely having late nights on Fridays... due to IMC!