NOT A GRAD POST




This pic is taken two years ago at Kim's mansion!

And tomorrow's the graduation of the Faculty of Arts and Letters thus another session of camwhoring and such! Definitely not the last cause you see we are born camwhores... in one way or another...Kim actually scheduled a "PROM" themed photoshot the day after our graduation... i'll do the make up and stuff... then off to Marice's grad party, inspite of the super long ride just to get there! ahahahahaha...

• Oh im nowhere near "Project Love for Marice" Aahahahahaha... i'll finish it on Wednesday!
• And I havent type any of my classmates's texts for our website! Thursday its Done!
• OHHHH... I have to buy an external hard drive this week as well for my everyday-growing-videos-of-arashi!!! The chibi subbed vids from Stomy Team are the best!!!!
• I'll finish "Bloody Monday"
• I'll read "The Devil Wears Prada"! Im planning to get a footspa but ended up with a book!
• And I have to rewatch the AAA 2008 Concert! Thanks to newshfan for the soft subs... and i maybe could probably understand why Jun Matsumoto got to suck his 2 fingers 3times!!!!!!! Hilarious but i love you... Oh you know i do you dirty MOMO!
• Study the programs adie gave me!!! A complete Adobe CS3! I'll now study flash and stuff... those i neglected during high school!
• I havent posted the icons i made weeks ago...

all because of...
ARASHI is taking my time... Shows, concerts, perf, guest appearance, magazine translations... *sigh*

Maybe after that i'll be ready for a job!

Actually i want it now! I cant wait to have my own money!!!


And Congratualations To my Dear Batchmates!!!
May we have jobs in spite of the recession! LOLs!

Blue Light
(Ao no Honou)

"..and this produces vast amount of energy. A high-energy particle transmitted through water... Produces a blue glow called 'Cherenkov Light'. This can be seen with highly radioactivesubstances like spent fuel. Radioactive phenomena are considered very dangerous- but they occur in nature and even within the human body. " - Blue Light

a 2003 movie of bitchy Neener! My friend told me about this and being a ninomiya-the-actor-fan i set a date to download the movie and watch it!

The story revolves around a 17yrs old Shuuichi Kushimori who is pretty much got a twisted mind, in a rebellious age that's why, and who plans on killing his step-father...

I seriously love the story since it clearly showed the right emotion and mood of a 17 yr old. Of course not all experience the same. But well I've been in this phase, felt that same blue feeling and thought of morbid acts. Twisted well yes this is the exact feeling of a fucked up teenager. Only that one choose to just bury their self rather than hurt anybody and the others well they resulted in making their dark thoughts into reality, just like what Shuuichi did.

But Shuuichi got imagination unlike the rest of us... so he got away with his first murder, almost. I seriously just cant imagine killing anybody but the anger and determination to get rid of the person is just to strong and pure you just want him to get away! The boy needs hug, I want to give him that all through out the movie.

The movie got an indie feel to it... but i love the cinematography and as i've watch 'The-making-of-Blue Light' its either they just used such texture, or even in a low budget movie Japan really engage in such intricate process almost the same as a regular hollywoodish type of movie. I dont really know I havent been in a movie shoot... Oh and i like how the camera moves around Shuuichi's garage/room... the elements: his aquarium, where he curls up when he's feeling blue... The lights in his room, the hunged spare parts of his road racer, everything is just perfect!

Mr. Ninomiya is destined to be a dramatic actor! After that he can bitch around when he is with Arashi!







plotting his crime... Bad nino bad!


I like to see Nino angry... Its sexy... for me! LOL!


emo


how to kill slyly...


>This is pedophile... somebody stop me!
>How could you think of such things to innocent Neener!
I suddenly turned schizo here! LOL!


I know what you're thinking... dont!


this is one sweet scene!


innocent love~~


and more nekid nino... with blue lights!


Dont Do Drugs Ad!

MAJIDE???

having a headache and just took my anti-protozoan pill! LOL! Im having a diarrhea for 2 days now... eating bananas for 2 days is not advisable!

the doctor asked if im really ok cause it seemed that my sunken eyes freak her a little... sunken eyes? eh??? Where? maybe im too fat the last time i saw her! Ahahahahaha...

BTW she said that Gatorade doesnt count as food suppliment!

on school matters...

and why a grade of 3 for desktop publishing??? I passed all requirements! hell care about honors i just want a decent grade to pass to my future company!!! Should i text my prof? the thought annoys me!!! I must admit he's such pretty boy but damn im no fangirl of him!!! *hides before classmates hit me* And bothering for grades is sooooo not me!!! Argh!

And KYA for flat 1 Media Law!!! Only this subject and IMC im pretty much proud of having cause i know i work for this two so hard!!! the rest of my flat 1 are so and so... so my heart's in IMC and Media Law? Nah...

im having a test at ABS CBN tomorrow... and i know like ive screamed to the world that im not pursuing production but... but... maybe i havent screamed loud enough! I have no idea whats going on with the world... with tv shows...and so on... i cant believe my classmates go tell me that its a chance for us to see our favorite actors... Ehhhh??? i dont have one! They are all in Japan! lolz!

but its such a shame to look down on Philippine tv shows! Just like in "Uta no Uniisan" one must know how to appreciate work like this! not that im not its just that i dont think we have quality shows that much! Shows are too stupid and boring at times that i cant believe they rate! Im mean here but its true! And i seriously dont want to be a part of a boring and stupid show! I just want to do documentaries... thats exactly why i took communication arts... for a while i forgot that the main reason for taking this is to be useful to some extent... well we'll see i have a few more tests to take i guess...

"This is our Moment looking for my life i can find myself"
- Arashi's BELIEVE!

The DEVIL for your Pleasure

The DEVIL for your Pleasure

Your Guardian Devil AKA Cosplayer... I totally looked like a cosplayer here no hint of devastation whatsoever... off to Megamall! LOL!


the following pics are products of "waiting for my turn" and the camwhore devil...



hide & seek!!!



calachuchi, a wanna be sakura



you have no idea how it feels like standing like this at the start of summer... wearing all black!



im having second thoughts if i should post this. well i did anyway!



enough about me... lets have Jana and her smexy scene at the newly discovered storage area at Room D!!!



No this is not a horror movie! lol!
the hospital scene! Thanking our school clinic for accomodating us!



tomi & kim... japanese & chinese tandem at the Asian Hospital! sorry we cant find any doctor suit so we end up pinning this white blankets around them!



ROLF at Jana's death scene...



singing MCR's "Welcome to the Black Parade"!!!



Bedroom Scene at kim chua's residence!!! Woot!!!



second day of shooting!
the day we found out that jana can sell...



A to F production for the win!!! but fearnley is not here!



Arian as our snatcher!!!



i just found out how to light a cigarrette... its for our props mind you!



chen as "kamatayan" (death)...
geni as "debbie"
and me as Your Guardian Devil!

thanking adie for the pics and CS3 for the fab color!

I want to do a gory film


with buckets of blood blood blood blood... no script i want a free flowing one what ever goes... just visuals... no need for speaking lines screams per minute will do...


i suddenly missed Mayricks, Rock, screamos and more... blood... the times i plan my fabulous death... the moment i beheaded that bitch and how i post it all over the net... the dream of becoming that glam rocker chick he'll date for life... Mickey and Mallory.

CHANGE

currently listening to Stardust by NEWS... admiring kawaii boys of Japan.

Admiring five boys named Satoshi, Kazunari, Jun, Masaki ang purely loving Sho... wearing skirts... considering the color pink... constantly thinking of happy thoughts.. forgave those FUCKERS-EVIL DOERS and completely forgot about them...

during our retreat i asked myself if im really happy... Now i know the answer...




im happy... its just that the people around me are not... that makes me sad... extremely sad... i have no intentions of cutting anyones throats... im no Mallory... so i resulted to praying...

CHANGE

but then again who knows...


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Next week its all over... sorry guys I wont be missing anyone... cause just like what sir bong said "i'l just be here..."

YOU HAD IT COMING

THEY HAD IT COMING

we've been doing musicals or play every year since sophomore... and this is our last!!!

CHICAGO
WICKED
CATS

Fab fab fab!!! Seriously we could now put up our own theater group... ahahahahaha!!!












thanks Kim for directing Chicago and for the pics

one more week and we are done!!!