another blah moment

another blah moment


so late... i decided not to post any grad pics before landing a job so now that i had my first week at work i think its about time to post some pics before i get busy... ahahahaha!!!:D









thanks to whom i grabbed these pics!:^_^

I've started to convert my officemates to my Arashi fandom and one of them started singing A.Ra.Shi. ahahahaha!!! Happy Fangirl!:D though im a bit exhausted from the travel im having everyday. Just imagine that i've spent 16 years in a school which is just a stone's throw from my house!
Oh and more and more of my classmates are planning to leave Manila, sad. I just cant imagine doing that now, perhaps a vacation... but the actual thought of leaving, even if its too tempting i just cant do that cause i have so many unsettled business here! I actually dont know where im heading. Sometimes it scares me to think that after having a job my world would somehow reduce to the things that old people would consider conveniently-relevant like having a family and a stable job! Oh of course people would say that its the main point of sending young people to school... but is it really just that? family and work is of course a must have, yet aside from that i wanted to have a time for myself (not that im not burning so much time for myself) explore what i really am and do stupid and adventurous stuff... i know its a bit selfish especially on my case (dont ask!) but i just wanted to become a person with no regrets and just having a family and a job would definitely NOT be enough. insatiable being.

OK i'll stop here before it gets a bit too messy... Anyways i guess i still havent really found what im looking for til then i just have to remain alive! ahahahaha!!!

*SIGH*

*SIGH*


This morning i got a text message asking if im still available for a job that i applied a month ago... I held my fone and looked at it like its the biggest joke on earth and dropped it on my bed. Im actually waiting for an answer from a research company that interviewed me this Monday but NO sir I got a text from the most unexpected people.



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My aunts were here when i received the text but i decided to keep it to myself cause i still think its the biggest joke on earth. STILL.

it took me 3 hours to fully comprehend what just happened and maybe this is the one i was praying for last night (yeah im praying cause we need money badly cause guess what a family member is sick again! Great! Whats new?)... though different company. So took P20 off my wallet loaded my fone cause im so poor there is no way im using it if its not for emergency, and yes its an emergency this time. I replied that im still available as of the moment. She replied that she will text me again next week for the orientation and training and thats it.


So yes im happy that i landed a job and i could now erase myself form the unemployed list which is fastly growing by the minute. I have no reason to complain and such... i just wanted to help and be a NON-Burden for my family especially now. Its going to be tough i soooo feel it right now but i really must think positive here!



But does that mean i have to give up my fangirling??? NOOOO!!!! Ahahahahaha... Its my fucking life... Yeah Fangirling is my life hate it or not call me nuts and unreal... but thats just my life! Take it or leave it! Though im gonna be missing a lot of downloading stuff but whatever i can still manage... i think! Waaahhh just when i started to like a lot of man2man action, work is now here to take over that spare time for such inevitable lovefandom.

I havent posted a review for Bloody Monday, Honey & Clover live action, Voice and Love Shuffle... Plus im downloading Hana Dan and planning to have a marathon of it including the movie this time! I miss DomyoujiXMakino!!! I will never get over that pair! So yes im downloading a lot of stuff right now plus Adie is going to give me a copy of Zenttai Kareshi soon!!! OMG!!! My fandom!!!






For keeping me sane this past few months I love you! And i'll be a damn good citizen! LOL! I just love you guys!!! I forgot where i got the scanned mag... thank you for that though!:D

Arashi International Fan Club

got this from yuuhi

i think its a petition of some sort for an ARASHI international fan club

SIGN UP HERE!
www.shomei.tv/project-1021.html

STEP 1: Please Click [今すぐ署名する]（I will sign right now）

STEP 2: Please write

[お名前]（name or nickname）by full-size characters.

[メールアドレス](e-mail adress)※
[年齢]（age）by halfl-size characters.
[性別]（the distinction of sex） choose 男性（man）or女性（woman）
[都道府県]（adress） choose 海外（foreign countries）
and write your nationality in [コメント].

The site will not let me (or other persons) know your mail address.
Please Click[確認画面に進む]（go to the screen for confirmation ）

STEP 4: [上に表示された画像の数字を入力してください] （Input above numbers ）

Please Click[送信する]（send your signature ）

STEP 5: The site will send you an e-mail.In 24 hours click the URL in the mail
(im not sure about this so i click both of the url... you can see your name among the list after clicking the 2nd URL)



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YOSH thats it!