Friday, December 31, 2010

Recap of My Awesome 2010

Recap of My Awesome 2010

January

It was on the very 1st month of the year that I lost my first job. The company closed down and left us nothing but hopes of getting better jobs right away. This however allows me to enroll on a photography workshop. More than just a fun experience I was also able to learn techniques and see the world in a different light. This is also the time when our dog, Yuki, bit me at the forehead.


This is the my favorite photo that i took during our class.

February

On February I had my second job, a PR/ Marketing stint for an events company. My dream job! Unfortunately, I only lasted for two weeks. Confused and emotionally exhausted I decided to quit it when another job offer came. It was fun while it last.


This was taken in a presidential suite during a photoshoot in that event stint. Sorry cant name the hotel. hahaha

March

I started as a Marketing Associate in an IT company.

April..

May­

We had our first company outing! It wasn’t that much but it was fun to be a part of something like this. I only see this on jdramas and now it sort of makes me feel like a grown up; preparing food, goofing around the pool, videokeing and stuff.

I also happened to interview Chris Carrabba of Dashboard Confessional! All thanks to Marice Lupoy for dragging me to their presscon. I was an instant photog/ interviewer!


We are stranded here going to Laguna due to a fire going to slex.


That's Dashboard Confessional + Miggy Chavez, (the one sticking out his tongue) my ex. (He is my ex in my mind and heart)

June

My first event. Looking back it wasn’t that difficult but you can’t ignore the weight of the responsibility because that what gets you.


Thanking renz, eason, lorivic, carlo and ms chrissy before and during the event.

July

August

September

me + boy + hotel. It was I who initiated. For the people who know me this is rather shocking. Well I am surprised myself. Don’t you just love it when you do things you lazily imagine? I mean you think of things, thousand of things you wanted to do and you only do 1 out of 1000. And that 1 happens to be the safest, most convenient and most expected of you of society. So when you act differently, uncommon of your nature, that’s crossing boundaries right? Well this is only one time and nothing comes out of it, but it was fun!

CLUE: It’s nothing sleazy, not even close.

CA1 Reunion at Zaragosa’s residence! These are the awesome people I spent my four years of college life with.


CA1! :)

October

WHERE DO I BEGIN? My October is filled with alcohol, night driving and new people whom I would like to be a part of me for the rest of my life. Those things a 16 year old does, I sort of did that. Im 23 WTF! Well im a very submissive girl in my early stage of life. My school is a few blocks away from our house so there is really no excuse for me to be not home 5-10 minutes after school. So now I wanted to try being a bitch. Some of you would say Im an idiot for defying my elders, some would roll their eyes for disbelief that im only doing this now. You see I have a very conservative, sarado-katoliko family (this is an understatement) And up til now when the sun goes down it is but a duty to be at home. There are exceptions though because they are (according to them) lenient in this day and age. I can be not home at night when I have school projects and for now when I have to do overtime at work. And men do I have my overtime. I am introvert alright but I like the company of few close friends. We don’t have to do a lot of things, just hang out, kill time, drink alcohol and coffee non-stop, and discuss the things that happened that day, the nasty and good ones, so on and so forth.

This is is also the month when I got my 1st airplane ride! HAHAHAHAHA Ang jologs ko! (So my family don’t like going out that much. They hate the rural, change, and things unknown aside from Manila stuff. WTF! Man do I belong.) My destination, Davao! Well it’s not so different from Manila, except from having superb fruits (God they are the sweetest! I love living in a tropical country and for having the best fruits in the world!) Anyways, when I got back to Manila I got the worst drunk-mode ever. I lost my phone coming to Manila, I got a bit emotional and yada.. I sort of cried, sang stupidly, scream non-stop along Espana, and throws up at some Starbucks. Thank you my cool friends for understanding. I woke up like nothing happened, (I haven’t got any hangover, ever!) went to a mall and then went home just like that.


that's ella, sir mon and me going loco for fruits in Davao!

November

November is a continuation of October. Fuck.

Lesson learned: NEVER EVER DRINK WITH YOUR MANAGERS. EVER!

Its also the Ohno birthday celebration! Beat that cool party!


ryan, ej, gladys, me and my intern cams. This is before we get stupid drunk.


me and elli at the ohno party at a hotel or is that a condo? lol so confused.

December

Im a good girl for December and it wasn’t intentional. I did go home super late but that’s nothing compared to October and November. Anyways we are busy bees for the company Christmas party! I am actually thrilled that my suggested theme got picked, ChristMASK! So there goes the party. Our department did not win the talent show, but it was nice to see everyone putting their best in events like this.

Paskuhan was ok. It was just like the other Paskuhans. But what is awesome in this big UST Christmas Party are the people you may or may not see. It’s a surprise of some sort that excites you; if you will see this old friend or classmate or your most hated teacher. I love Paskuhan because I get to check out on boys! AHAHAHA I love pretty boys. (Hello Arashi!) and it saddens me that most the pretty boys in the corporate world are non existent. I have no idea why.

My holiday is usual. Cook here and there, hear mass and stuff. I had my vacation leave so I don’t have to go to work for 9 days! (THIS IS HEAVEN FOR A WORKING PERSON!) but it ended up being a sick leave since i have my colds and fever like a leech for days.


marice, fresh and me at the paskuhan.




My ITG family during our Christmas Party! Can you spot me?

That’s about it. It will be January 1, 2011 in a few hours. So Happy New Year!

Goals for 2011? - Work, Love and Travel.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

im suppose to let all the shit out. guess the world aint ready for any of that.

I'll sleep now in a sea of hope. if i die drowning from shit. dont cry. im sure am happy either way.

Im not done with you life.



LIFE IS A BITCH, SO FUCK IT HARD.

Monday, September 27, 2010

drunken fashion saturday








Epic. I just realized how far we've gone. priceless memories are just priceless!
happy birthday Arian! and to CA1 you guys are the best!

ps. sorry my cam died on me last night. its ok for now just hope ill stick with me till i get enough fund to replace it. darn.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Melodrama

Melodrama
If i have some sort of identity to begin with i think im losing it.

"If you are not good enough for someone, you are way good enough for Him." -- saw this on gia's fb and i realized how unfit i am for everything. Perhaps all of the neglected and/or shrug off disregard for my existence is finally creeping out of the pandora's box. I mean i dont really care before if im not good enough, but since im trying so damn hard to expose myself in to THE World that normal people live in im a little taken aback -- do i have a place here even? is this even worth trying? Guess im not a fan of taking risks and i dont really care if i dont, really. Its just that im expecting too much now and if there is nothing to expect, please universe, tell me now.
I just need some reassurance, a pat on the back or something to that effect. Dumadrama ako. nakakainis. But sometimes it sucks to play a game alone. You wait for it to be done and in case you win, just then you tell the world of your triumph -- that is if anybody cares. But who fuckin cares? Please dont say God, thats a given. Just that its really hard to be this, in these shoes. ARGH.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Speak now or forever fall into pieces


Speak Now or Forever fall into Pieces


I have a problem with myself lately and I seriously think that a part of me is slowly deteriorating. Time is eating away scraps of essence and stealing up all emotions I should be harvesting from dear journey called life. Im wasting myself drifting to non-sense worries and drowning in lousy excuses to continue this dumb-numb I have become. I hope to address this as soon as possible. A friend of mine is actually praying for me and a few people are showing support (wow thanks guys!)
Last night my former boss asked me how I was. I said I feel weird.
I think ive become a complete introvert, I told him.

I wanted to blame this to a certain guy. Excuses. I think this is all inside me waiting for me to be left alone and unnoticed, and then it slowly creeps out of me and sips through my skin. Now look, im covered with thick mud perfectly molded in my image confusing people, even me.

When a kid utters a word, believe it. And I will and will follow it even! Hahaha words of wisdom from the kid guru! Thanks Kid!

The pressure is on. Oh but I am not the type of person who gets pressured by anything or anybody. I end up shrugging off things that come my way. That’s how I roll. I don’t like this, I disregard it. I won’t let it get through me. That’s my way of life for the past 22 years. Now I am facing a different light more blinding and scaring. I am not going to turn my back this time. Wont shrug off and pressed my most pokerish face to the world.

Oh pressure.

This time I will speak. Smile and say Hi to the world J.

Sunday, June 06, 2010

Flail Post.Flail Post. Flail Post

Flail Post.Flail Post. Flail Post

So when was my last blog post again?

Including my private ones i think it was almost a month. I havent really got anything to post up here and life-related stories kills fun, really.
So lets do some Arashi-Loving Posts yeah? yeah?

Friday night i got a message from a friend that Arashi is rumored to release a new album. That wasnt confirmed till Saturday morning. Then thanks to [info]vampyrrep's text messages i was able to learn every minute details. Noon came and Kiseki shop calls for anyone who wish to preorder. I was out at the mall but my brain is just swimming in
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(Sorry i just need some sparkles out)


Arashi New Album.. after what? 2 years... They've been murdering fans' wallet with their never ending single releases and now is damn time for them to just compile their stuff for good!!!

So i ordered without really thinking hahaha. (we are out of our house into an apartment so that basically means EXPENSES) so typical me. Anyways... God will provide and i'll work my ass off just to deserve this album! Oh.. yeah i need money for our Camsur trip! damn!

Let's not spoil the fun, right Kaibutsu Kun!?


This series is epic btw! I seriously cant think of a better actor to do this role!
Arashi's New Album (2010)
>>"Boku no Miteiru Fuukei" (the scenery I see)
20 songs including singles from everything to monster
+ 10 new songs
+ 5 new solos
+ Sora takaku

CONCERT TOUR DATES!!!
Dates::
21th-22th August ->Kokuritsu
3th-4th September -> Kokuritsu
29-30-31th October - Osaka Dome <<<--- My Birthday! Can i just please please please?
13-14th November - Sapporo Dome
19-20-21th November - Tokyo Dome
4-5th December - Nagoya Dome
15-16th January (2011) - Fukuoka.

The tittle is "Arashi 10-11 Tour "Scene" ~Kimi to Boku no Miteiru Fuukei~" (the scenery that you and I see).
the theme is going to be 'change without change', expressing both "the Arashi up till now" and "us as we challenge new things".
@aramatheydidnt

The best twit of the day goes to: CDJapan

cdjapan_twitter
yeah better back them up

May God continue to Bless Arashi and their Crazy Fans! Hahaha!


God i miss sick-colorful posts!!!

Monday, April 05, 2010

quick note

i cant believe im actually considering a hiatus especially now that arashi's 5x10 concert is out (in 24hrs or so...) Life is catching up and giving me a cold slap. I'll be around still (i have my business going strong so of course i'll be around) but i wont do virtual flailing much. FUCK! I know typing this kills me.

I promise to meet friends in the coming days oh i miss you guys but im lazy so im really sorry that its just now (i know i suck as a friend)

i'll end it here cause im no arashi member that can sleep for just 2 hours a day. And i got no million fans to support me with their screeching "gambatte", i got no 300 million yen for a salary. im not invisible and im no super human. i wish.


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on other news.
its just a little crush.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

LOLLI-POP

March 31, its been a year since we graduated and coincidence enough i rode the same jeep with Ecca! With the packed jeep we really careless with the noise we've been creating for like 20mins of the trip! Oh i miss them! We did plan for some clubbin (i know i dont like this one but ecca and jana are the pros and elli wants to) and she talked about the craziness of life and i been all-over-arashi-forever-not-living-a-rea
l-life stuff. Boylet talk and irritatingly stupid and immature they are in spite of the good looks! *ehem* jolo *ehem* well to summarize it all im so glad i met ecca again oh im going to ask her and the thesis group for a Palawan trip next year! (i know we are losers like that not able to go to palawan in a snap but do remember that we got responsibilities at home and with our family. plus we do have to seriously save up for this cause we got no big time parents to throw money at our feet) Oh i envy (for the 1st time) people going on vacation. Its holy week and im stuck with work at home... i got tons hahahaha! I told joanna about it she just replied, "@-@" i super wish for a better computer at the office that wont die at me every 10mins!

ive been wanting to do a lot of things lately. We ive been thinking about it for some time but i just need to make it happen. i cant just wait for it to happen so i decided to super work hard to pay for my needs...


Photography advance lessons
Dance lessons (dont laugh!)
Piano lessons (i got this one covered! Tita is on vacation yey! Its summer no more classes for her she can finally teach me!)
Japanese lessons (come on its about time i understand Sho properly.. lol this will take forever i know!)

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Business is good! hehehe i got a lot of responses and hopefully they continue to come so i could upgrade!



after giving leiyah her shirt i asked for a copy of D No Arashi! OMG Its 24Gigabytes of FUN!!! hahahaha! YEY! I really wish i could start watching this week! And i have to seriously finish reading The Beautiful and Damned.. OMG its been forever!

Oh ive learned a lot of geeky websites at a webminar (seminar via the internet). I wonder if i could really incorporate it in my life lol! Well im in an IT Company so i guess i have to... hahaha

Oh im so sleepy now! Ive been listening endlessly at 2NE1 album... yeah lol ive been listening to korean stuff lol. dont ask why.

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ive been a super bad girl lately. Gomen being mean is just not right so hahahaha [info]marielaurice , [info]ellimak joanna and i been reestablishing our Judgmental Club (dont asked what this club does) and we are like really leveling up! AHAHAHAHAHA! Oh i love you guys!

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why do you have to be stupid and yet look so freakin good? boys.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010





hello, goodbye



Arashi No Shukudai Kun just ended. *Sobs at the corner.* i still feel bad for the staff and arashi.. and yeah Kattun and V6's shows are ending as well.. not sure with K8's but i guess Johnny is trying to revamp their shows. *sigh* Oh no more late night show for the boys damn im so going to miss this!


cant wait for their Saturday show (if im not mistaken)...

Shukudai you'll always be in my heart!


Sunday, March 21, 2010

LALA U LALA

I did mention that i plan to sell shirts right!?

Well here it is!!!



Rubberized Gold and Silver Shirts! You guys can order at my online store!

PAPARAZZI STORE



March 20, 2010: Frisco, QC

Had my first real opening during the anniversary gathering of Arashi Stormy World!!! YEY!
and to everybody who ordered thanks! I will be back with more shirts hehehe and designs oh but i
totally love these designs! Its totally perfect for concerts! Im actually planning to get an artist and have like a
consignment agreement or something... but i need to plan the whole thing first! Wee cant wait for the next gathering! Hehehe



I think this is the first game? ahaha trip to jerusalem!



thats abby, leiya, joanna (wearing the ASW Souvenir designed by annie) and che!

im too lazy to upload the other photos.. ill let autouploader do the job... hehehe