Merry Christmas 2011

sorry havent been updating but hey Merry Christmas Everyone!

So what's the game plan?

after handing my resignation ive been thinking of ways to go on with life.

1. find a high paying job (this will take months or so) then buy a new cam and study photography again, pro this time.

2. bum around for a few months (til nothing’s left on my bank account. this will not last until next year)

3. have a part time job as a call center while i wait for that high paying job or til i get a brand new cam and study photography

4. study abroad (who am i kidding?) -> unless somebody can suggest ways so a third-world country girl can live her green pasture dreams; this includes scholarship/ part-jobs/ place to live etc.

So any suggestions?

FUCK IT, I’LL HAVE TEA.

I cant bring myself to write what happened in our event yesterday.

It wasn’t bad and it didn’t suck… that much. (It was normal shit and it all went according to plan, so yeah it didn’t suck. I DON’T KNOW. My judgment can betray me.) Thing is it’s just exhausting and I’m emotionally fucked right now so having cunts as partners who questions why I didn’t bother remind her of the list of things she’s suppose to bring doesn’t help. Plus, they keep on giving me nasty stares making their faces looked like they have shit camped under their noses!

Don’t give me that look, Fugly, im not your assistant.

I really should have said that. But I haven’t handed my resignation, which I plan to right after the event. I don’t want to leave in bad terms and I swear if I did that…

oh shit didn’t I just clearly stated in the beginning that I CANT BRING MYSELF TO WRITE WHAT JUST HAPPENED?

anyway, this convinces me that I could be turning bipolar. I swear I didn’t steal any… they were given by the hotel people.

Maam, do you want to take the tea?

Sure! I lurve tea!

…

Ohhh you’re giving them all!

I just found gold baby!

Just Because

When was the last time I put something here because im just plain happy and contented? probably ages ago. So now i just want to spill some of the happy memories I had these past few days. I dont want this to be a Harry Potter post cause there are no words to really explain how ecstatic the whole world is right now. However, I still think I ought to say that watching it in 3D is the SHIZZZZ!!!!!! I probably curse the day i went all the way and watch Avatar in 3D alone (cause it's my 1st time seeing a movie alone and nausea kicks in after 5 mins of it) but Harry Potter is just perfect in 3D. It's not as overwhelming as Avatar so as to inflict more damage to my industrially blind eyes. or maybe just maybe we got the best seats...

Also, after that we went to CCP (Cinemalaya Yo!) to watch Ligo na U, Lapit na Me (a novel turned film by our brilliant mentor Sir Eros Atalia) to our most misfortune the tickets are all ready sold out. Our 2nd choice, Babae sa Septik Tank is already in full house as well so we resorted to Bisperas which to my dismay caused me a huge amount of headache. Shaky camera treatment + hideous lighting IS NOT COOL. You can call it indie, I call it lack of knowledge in cinematography. Oh yeah before that unpleasantness, Julien got to interview Sir Eros for an article she's working on and it feels so good to see his work out there! Adie also had a chance to have her book autographed while I just stood there giggling like a stupid girl. Me doing nothing while two of my friends actually made themselves visible. In any case I'll ask julien for a copy of the article so I can post it here.

After that we went to Robinson's Ermita for some clarification regarding the new process of releasing NBI Clearance If you are planning to go to any of these malls be forewarned that they only accept limited people per day. (Robinson's Galleria accepts only 300 people and they start to line up as early as 7am and the actual process starts at 10am, while Robinson's Ermita accepts only 500 people, same thing as Galleria that starts at 10am but people starts to pile up as early as 7am) I still havent figured out how to do this since I have work. Good thing they decided to have it on weekends as well. Probably just camp out one these days in one of the malls, fastfood + chips + music, yeah that should get me by.

Plus, consciously being in the middle of Manila, plus Huling El Bimbo blasting inside the cab is gives you that warmth and a sense of belongingness. Started grinning like a fool and looked outside the cab imitating a sofia coppola film. (oh and i always say maria instead of sofia whenever i talk about her, my head is not right obviously) I havent felt that for some time. Im so in love with Manila right now.

things i do lately

Few months ago I stumbled upon this local online mag while looking for a summer playlist on tumblr and well since my friends and I were bit dreaming having one of our own I just decided to just follow them and look out for any project opportunity (cause my friends and i are just too lazy to function XD) Last month they asked people to submit portfolios and whatnot next thing i know im calling friends to do a 60's inspired photoshoot.

STACHE MAGAZINE


the rest of the photoshoot i did is in HERE so if you feel like doing nothing, you might want to look. I'll be uploading more cause im on a free account on flickr im limited to upload and stuff so just these ones for now. ok?



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on other news im busing myself rereading harry potter books and i may or may not be crying over chapters and chapters. gahhh. july 15.

plugging my fuckyeah

Having blogs left and right becomes a heavy load so to keep life simpler I'll do blogging here

http://fuckyeahtudorqueeny.tumblr.com/

shameless plugging much i know. but i might come back here at blogspot and lj who knows. perhaps when i start to need to hide some stuff i'll probably write here and there again. In any case just add me at tumblr.