back to basics.

My brother just came here in Manila last Friday, so I just I'll stop the usual things I'm doing. Boring is the word to describe our time spent together, nonetheless I am happy to see him and all. I just wish I know him better. The last time I saw him was when my lolo died and that's about 4 fuckin years, so dont be surprised if we didnt had a blast seeing each other. And besides I dont really know them na as if I've lived with them... Sad. But fuck! what the... emo nanaman! Enough, haha... he walking tall and normal so that is important. Last thursday, when tita ave told me that ron is coming I felt excited and all, just like the last time they were here (lolo's burial) I felt like an ate once more. I felt needed and strong and matured and freaking nerves electrified! hahaha! and then once again when I am spending time with him I felt apart and far from everything he is. Guilty nanaman ako! hahaha... drama. I think he is coming more often so more time to appreciate each other. Pati si Ian, my youngest brother, hope I'll see him soon.

Sunday morning we went to ust chapel before he goes back to Olongapo. He was pretty amazed to look around uste, and I on the otherhand felt stupid. If I could just make them experienced the life I have right now. Stupid me.

Sessions
Fhau and I were supposed to go see bob and clint! Well, thanks to cigars she puffed before goin to bed, ayun headache effect tuloy! hahaha... It is kind of a blessing in disguise cause when I checked out who's on RT Sunday Sessions, it was Chicosci! hehehe heavy SEXY ROCK!!! The first song I heard from them was Paris and that was it! Fhau told me she couldnt undestand a word so when I checked the cd, well, it was just the cd that is disfunctional. It was ok when I heard it. hahaha I am pretty open to all sort of music e di naman freaking non-understandable ung song so it was ok. A little heavy and headbanging but it wouldnt blow my ears to tears of blood so its ok! Super understated but that is all I can say. I think I'lll check out their new album, more digestible, I guess. And yeah have I told you I have a crush on Miggy the first time I saw him so ok na un.