SEMBREAK: Tomcat week and some more.

Never thought I'd that much fun this sembreak! haha! Grabe! Thanks to tomcat they made me forget about my lolo's ghost, they made me stay out of the house, and they made me look at my future. Hai, I'm suppose to have a run down of those things that we did but hell ang dami eh! hahaha basta I've learned a lot! The "PRESENCE OF THE MIND", creativity and all! Ang Daming Free Food! hahaha... Libreng Donuts, YellowCab, Catering for lunch and more sa snack! hahaha! I also thought na what the heck we'll be doin tons of work but really I find it as the greastest challenge so far! I'm included at the TNU (tomcat news update) so how's that??! I'm oblige to be at the office everyday, to have an output every single day! hahaha! Ang saya! Well I'm actually hoping I get the show instead of 'seeking faith' hahaha! Okie nmn un eh ayaw ko lang! hahaha! And as far as I know where will be tons of events for this sem... so full of news un! hahaha talaga! NO... really, I'm happy! I'm finally seeing myself finally! But, of course that doesnt stop there! I have lots of dream works so.... really hoping that this will be my time to be of "util"! wish me luck.


Yesterday was the ever bayaran ng tuition! So... there as always we run out of PE classes and I resort to having it on saturdays! Dahil nga I was targeting basketball or anything outdoor! "Di pa ko nakakapag outdoor eh!" So there... but the only available would be sat-basketball and some table tennis na weekdays. hell I'm not taking table tennis sobrang bobo ako dyan! plus that's also an indoor! So un Sat na lang. Camille told me na ok yan dahil un ang time na puro boylets! hahaha wish Q lng di Q maging classmate un new S.O. ko! hahaha baka di ako maka shot!


My youngest brother is here in Manila I think he's staying the whole week so I guess I'm taking him "LAKWATSA MANILA STYLE" hahaha!


As I will see you this friday
hope maximize
feeling expose
longing is forever

My Lestat.

A Promise on His DeathDay.

Now you are my beloved ghost
And here i'll wait for you to sing
Then we will have eternity
A promise to keep haunting me

This wine
From my veins
These gifts
We'll take

The sky is ours to keep tonight
Together in this silent sleep
We are the mist that fills the air
Lie still, just be with me

This wine
From my veins
These gifts
We'll take

And i'll be
The kiss
The gun
We'll be draining their blood again

Embrace the rest of me
Well be racing through the night
Again, embrace the rest of me
And then we'll feast on them, celebrating

I'm not alone
I can feel your eyes on me
I'm not alone
Your soul for all the world to see
Denied another day
Life took you away ...
i'll love you just the same

Cause you are my beloved ghost
And here i'll wait for you to sing
Then we will have eternity
A promise to keep haunting me

The sky is ours to keep tonight
Together in this silent sleep
We are the mist that fills the air
Lie still, just be with me

I'm not alone
I can feel your eyes on me
I'm not alone
Your soul for all the world to see
-chicosci

For some freaking reason my entry was lost and I have to do this all over again! To make my long story short.
Today is my lolo's deathday, His 5th! And last Sunday while I'm taking my night shower somebody tried to open the door knob from the kitchen and i thought its my tita but it's not! So when she left yesterday afternoon I felt the loathing and all then a bang against the very same door happened right in front of my very eye! Nobody is there or so I think! BS! that's what i get from being a biatch!!! Sorry 'lo. I hope it's just my lolo reminding to sleep early and for me to get better manners, if not then bs that lost ghost. haha. bs tlga! I have to adjust again for me to finish reading the vamp chronicles I thought the workshops would be the only problem but now this one pah! hay... Excited na Q sa future stuffs this next sem and hopefully I do good, and to my future, goodluck!
I get the message: Stop acting like a Biatch!!!

So bago magkatakutan okie takot na Q! I'm having this new "S.O."!!! kung ano man yan! Well it came to me when I finally give up on hoping for Miggy's small frame to grow bigger so I thought of 'hey there's something missing'... the next thing I knew he popped inside my head! Dahil to sa Vamp Chronicles!!! Well he certainly couldnt pass being a Vamp but basta! Grrr... Kainis talaga, I'm thinking stupid and nonsense thoughts and puff there he goes!
Dont get me wrong I still LOVE MIGGY! Putik walang-wala un newbie na yun noh! Just Want Him thats all. And to make things worse I already dreamed of him last night, inspite of being stupid scaring myself "baka me magpakita!"

The dream: Corny/stupid/Mahalay(to confirm that, the divirginized batchmate of mine is there offering his attic for a place of release!)/Sweet, dahil di natuloy! putik next time nga naman nagkakasalubong kami baka... basta this is not the time to see him, anyways...

realization: remember that other crush "un miggy look alike kuno!" He's a senior, his GF & I graduated from the same hs and gradeschool. And He looks more like RicoBlanco!!!

And the joke's on me!

Lips like morphine.

"my mouth is too big for my face. it always look sensual."
- Lestat "Vampire Lestat"
(took by regina belmonte)

I have a ready entry which i believe i made last friday. But i guess i just have to forget all bout that! I've just finished watching "welcometo the black parade" which i watched like a hundread times (kahit sa lib na wla sound!) hehehe... Too much Vampiric lovin goin in my system right now! (Thanx to adie for the vampire chronicles!) Im done with the first and now moving on with my Rockstar-Dream-Vamp! hai...

Dont want to talk bout the things regarding school... so i'll just take you to the dark side of my hunger for that vampire world!!!! hahahaha.

the moment i laid my hands on those books i forgot time... well the truth is i've felt that to every book that i read so there. Its been a long time since a really read a good one so my tita and I once again fought about eating first and cleaning... (kasi paggising ko kahapon nagbasa agad ako!) The only thing that stopped my reading is that bs cramps!!! Hell!!! XENA please. I've told a couple of peope my fascination bout those creatures, but i guess that's more than that! hai... I never understood myself , I bet no one will. Anyways, I just so love the fact that they(vampires at the "interview...") well they love differently! I mean love without the physical aspect which i know a lot would raise a brow on that. but that's like being sensual without being lustful! I love them!!! MIGUEL I Love you! (so me ganun tlg!)

speaking of MY-LITTLE-VAMPIRE. They just had their 10th anniversary (band nya) last friday the 13th! CONGratS!!! I was to go but due to the VERY VERY VERY DEMANDING expo... you know nah! Just imagine me going all the way to bulacan just for that critiqued paper last friday after that long fcuking test! (salamat ke ms. maw para sa mataas na grade!) hay... just what i've told to camille "di bale sa 15th anniv GF nya na ko at sa 20th kasal na kmi!..." damn it talaga!

WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE!!!

WHAAAAA.....

FORGETFULNESS IS A BLESSING. FORGIVENESS IS A GIFT ONLY FOR THE WORTHY.



God, make me strong...