A Promise on His DeathDay.

Now you are my beloved ghost
And here i'll wait for you to sing
Then we will have eternity
A promise to keep haunting me

This wine
From my veins
These gifts
We'll take

The sky is ours to keep tonight
Together in this silent sleep
We are the mist that fills the air
Lie still, just be with me

This wine
From my veins
These gifts
We'll take

And i'll be
The kiss
The gun
We'll be draining their blood again

Embrace the rest of me
Well be racing through the night
Again, embrace the rest of me
And then we'll feast on them, celebrating

I'm not alone
I can feel your eyes on me
I'm not alone
Your soul for all the world to see
Denied another day
Life took you away ...
i'll love you just the same

Cause you are my beloved ghost
And here i'll wait for you to sing
Then we will have eternity
A promise to keep haunting me

The sky is ours to keep tonight
Together in this silent sleep
We are the mist that fills the air
Lie still, just be with me

I'm not alone
I can feel your eyes on me
I'm not alone
Your soul for all the world to see
-chicosci

For some freaking reason my entry was lost and I have to do this all over again! To make my long story short.
Today is my lolo's deathday, His 5th! And last Sunday while I'm taking my night shower somebody tried to open the door knob from the kitchen and i thought its my tita but it's not! So when she left yesterday afternoon I felt the loathing and all then a bang against the very same door happened right in front of my very eye! Nobody is there or so I think! BS! that's what i get from being a biatch!!! Sorry 'lo. I hope it's just my lolo reminding to sleep early and for me to get better manners, if not then bs that lost ghost. haha. bs tlga! I have to adjust again for me to finish reading the vamp chronicles I thought the workshops would be the only problem but now this one pah! hay... Excited na Q sa future stuffs this next sem and hopefully I do good, and to my future, goodluck!
I get the message: Stop acting like a Biatch!!!

So bago magkatakutan okie takot na Q! I'm having this new "S.O."!!! kung ano man yan! Well it came to me when I finally give up on hoping for Miggy's small frame to grow bigger so I thought of 'hey there's something missing'... the next thing I knew he popped inside my head! Dahil to sa Vamp Chronicles!!! Well he certainly couldnt pass being a Vamp but basta! Grrr... Kainis talaga, I'm thinking stupid and nonsense thoughts and puff there he goes!
Dont get me wrong I still LOVE MIGGY! Putik walang-wala un newbie na yun noh! Just Want Him thats all. And to make things worse I already dreamed of him last night, inspite of being stupid scaring myself "baka me magpakita!"

The dream: Corny/stupid/Mahalay(to confirm that, the divirginized batchmate of mine is there offering his attic for a place of release!)/Sweet, dahil di natuloy! putik next time nga naman nagkakasalubong kami baka... basta this is not the time to see him, anyways...

realization: remember that other crush "un miggy look alike kuno!" He's a senior, his GF & I graduated from the same hs and gradeschool. And He looks more like RicoBlanco!!!

And the joke's on me!