lagi na lang...

at talagang lagi kong nalilimutan ang username at password ko sa isang site sa sobrang lupit... mapapakagat leeg ka!...

thank God at xmas break na!

next time... ahehehe...

wala pala akong napuntahang xmas party...
inatake nanaman ako ng isa ko pang katauhang... "you-rather-not-know-or-else-forget-bout-me"... hehehe...

so far maganda ang feedback sa mga party kaya im happy for you guys... dont feel sorry for me... its rather a nasty self-satisfying choice... (me ganon?!hehehe)

naiinis naman ako at wala pa kong net sa bahay kaya eto... argh!!!

Pero i had fun kahapon...yup... yun mga nakasama ko... secrect na lng natin un... at sa mga nakita ko at bigla akong nawala... di ko sinasadya (promise, next tym...mahina kalaban...)

ang daming tao sa paskuhan... congestion gallore...hardly see anything...tapos me mga hayop na gwapong bakla! shit men! anong problema???

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Next year punta akong UP Fair! At tatalon ako! Promise! Di ko man magawa sa MCRConcert dun na lang...

gusto ko talagang maging roadieeeeeee.... Hmmmm... argh....

Frustrated Christmas

I want P3700 for My Chemical Romance Concert!!!
P10300 for VIP tickets...

Paskuhan... sino pa sasama???

koskee Xmas Party??? I dont know if i'll come.... hmmm...

magpapakabait na ako...

Internet connection please...

If P!ATD goes to the philippines for a concert... magkano??? (me new tattoo si Ryro)

JT concert?? maroon five concert???

kelan ako yayaman???!!!

Migoy?.

i refuse to be emo.


so i keep on breathin and hope not to see... baka makapatay pa ako! ahahahaha.... *evil
grin*

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pagmalas ka talaga at biglang nawawalan ng wi-mesh(ang napakabaklang word technology came up!)

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magbabayad ako for chrismas party.
o... problema ba yun?
hindi naman ako kasama.
ok lang ako rin ganyan...
Wow... we really are family!

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beautiful clash
im blinded fool again

- sweet maria, chicosci

hindi ako maka move on...

unconscious of where im goin... i always went straight at the right staircase of the library... hehehe... sa main staircase na kaya un papuntang tomcat!

NU ROCK AWARDS 2007

tips for those who are planning to go there next year:

1. kumain, dont ever think you are strong enough or you'll end up buying P60 worth of hotdog bun... maybe next year they'll sell it at P80... who knows???

2. Look out for tall and huge bodied people... They will never let you enjoy the show.

3. Wear a sando or something like that if you are a girl... The place is just so freakin hot once the show starts...

4. Dont bring PUNKISTA BAG! Use small and kikay bags... or else you'll be suspected of bringing ice picks and whatnots... Go for pink ones! Yeah!

5. Dont go near the "URUKHOYS"/"ORKS"... even those kids that look harmless... basta... go with the nosebleeding people (the englisero) if you dont want to get punch or bleeeeeeed, literally...

6. If you are tooooo EMO and just want some pain and would not care to have a cut or two... Or if you're a PUNK and caredless for the rest of the world... then have some fun and go for the mosh pit!!!

7. you cant bring yosi inside... but the evil ones can!!!

8. you cant bring yosi inside... even the expensive ones... and yes, even its beautiful case... So they'll end up lost...

9. even if you're near the stage it is not enough... believe me...

10. Bring more people so you could create your own mosh pit! JOke! Bring huge people so they could protect you! hehehe...
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me: Oh pag urbandub talon tayo ah!
fhau: Oo ba!

* Urbandub didnt play... ARGH!!!... tae!!!

Promise wala sa entring ito si Trillanes!

NU Rock Awards na!!!

muni muni muna ako habang naghihintay at nagcracrash sa bahay ng iba para maghintay...

Director's Cut


Bago mo tuluyang iwan
Nais kong
Sumigaw, palabas at sabihin sa iyo ang lahat
Tumakbo, palayo at iiwanan na ang alala mo...
At kung hindi na babalik
Ipipilit sa sarili na hindi ako ang nagkamali

gusto kong magkabf at ibreak nya ko para lang na ma-internalize ko tong kantang ito...
I bet this is gf's I'm-so-moving-on song after that failed relationship with that loser... ahahaha...
friends p naman siya with jay...

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I was listening to MAXfm and to my freakin surprise they contributed so much in my weekly dose of ear devirginalization... they were trying their very best, which is I think they excelled, in educating the not-so-familiar-with-porn-terminologies...

I am more knowledgable now. thank you.

hart brek.
di matapos tapos

DAMN IT!!! Buti na lang at nakausap ko itong si Shayne...
At alam ko na ang katauhan nitong nilalang na hinart brek ang gf ko!!! BAD TRIP!!!
ARGGGGHHHH....

grabe... parang ang daming malas... wala lang...

alam ko na rin kung bakit ganoon ang katawan niya (guy ito ah)...
Track and field pala xa!!!

Me sasabihin ako... Fck it!

I cant put my mind in order. Sori naman. Gusto ko talagang umalis after this but damn it... I guess i have to put much effort to find money and besides i havent been voting... tae. Now my dreams are starting to dissolve... Wala kasi akong back up. OK! HINDI ko alam ang gusto ko. Want this and that. Then after ano na? tae. Momentary illusion for a momentary dream. Sa totoo lang ok din talaga itong course ko... Pag hindi ito siguro kinuha ko malamang nasayang lang pera ko. Gusto ko ito then after sometime ayoko na.

Ok gutom lang ata ito...

Hindi ko alam kong tama bang pumunta-punta pa ako sa Pasig... Wala naman siya dun lagi eh...
Hay... This is one of those excuses just to get by... I am sorry if i always use guys... Kailangan ng motivation then again biglang ayoko na! Hay... Kelan ba matatapos ito?





Ito noon na lang kayo ng FU MANCHU vs. JOE KWAN directed by Sonny na nasa Italy na!!!

"we've lost another member to the first world."
-mong alcaraz

NU ROCK AWARDS NA!!! SINO PA GUSTONG PUMUNTA!!! YEAH!!!

The Revenge of the Bitches by Marice Lupoy;
mine is Fragments of Mass suicide and Make-Outs

Marice's dream must have really gotten me excited because the night after I dreamt something like that.

I was walking along a side of a flyover when I turned my back and saw Ryan Ross holding a gun. I never paid attention because I kinda know him already. Well, nobody did anyway. (Before that there were some parts of my dream involving Ryan and Bden being deleted, hence fragments) When I continued to walk I heard a gunshot. When I looked behind me I saw another guy holding the very same gun. He pointed it at his head. BANG. He dropped dead, next to him is Ryan's dead body. Then another person all of a sudden held the same gun. It appeared that the gun mysteriously happened to transfer to anybody who is near the dead one. Then the killing goes on. People started running and screaming yet they cant seem to get away. I was the only one left amidst the bloody mass suicide.
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Next thing I was entangled at Bden's arms. Yeah... You guess it right. No more explaination needed. Then surprisingly Ryan appeared (Me on the other hand doesnt seem to care if he just died a few minutes ago. Im not at all surprised. More happy.) Then the make-out goes on and on (between the 3 of us) and god knows what happened next...

Sorry if this is kind of weird but believe me most of my dreams involved these elements: blood and kisses... hot kisses.

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The Over KIll!!!

BEFORE:



AFTER... (The jump):


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Interview with Ryan and Bden. Bden finally got back his old hairstyle. (Find out who's the person that Bden whats to make a sex tape with...)

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At the PLAYBOY MANSION

Getting all the information before becoming one.


Almost a week ago (maybe not... Im really not sure) Ate Ives texted me and told me to come by the edtech office... Well... sasabihin nya lang naman na ako na ang media keme at traffic din!

Congrats... ano... ikaw na bagong media head...
Ahhh... ok....
*sobrang enthusiastic ng conversation!


well. Sa sobrang tagal na nakatengga ng tomcat kaya clueless ako sa gagawin ko... not really pero kamusta? Last airing namin eh nun December 2006!!! Tae. ahahaha... well atleast i wont have to worry bout shooting at pati pangungulit sa mga apprentise and all... Speakin of apprentise... I got to admit ang gagaling nila... ahahaha... tae ilalampaso lahat ng ginawa namin sa broadquest! puta ang galing nyo! ahahaha... Subarashi guys (kahit di tayo magkakakilala...)!!!


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Back to bummer mode:

The O.C.

Tapos ko na ang season 3 ng The O.C. and half way through na ako ng 4th season.


I actually like the 4th season... I know whats gonna happen to Marissa kaya medyo skeptic ako sa 4th season.. it turns out lighter and complimenting the 3rd (dahil heavy ang 3rd at disturbing sobra) Still like the second season though... the best so far...

Ouran High School Host Club

Freaky and cute at the same time.

Me pagpipilian lahat ng babae.

Tamaki, the half-french, half-japanese na founder ng Host Club, he is the prince-like.

The Devil Twin, Hikaru and Kaoru, na nag aattempt mag make-out to please their costumers.

Kyouya, mysterious and matalino at mukhang business lagi ang nasa isip for the ikakayaman ng Host Club... meta-commodity ba!

Si Honey, a senior student na mukang 5 years old, sobrang cute

at ang kanyang protector na si mori, mysterious din sya silent.

At Kung gusto mo talaga si Haruhi na doesnt mind kung magsuot xa ng pambabae or lalaki... Ok girl xa!

13 1/2 Hours of Shoot. 16 Hours of Sleep. Few minutes of Food to live.


My whole body clock is ruined.

Ahahaha... Shooting for the "Real thing" with "Real Professionals"

Argh...

The Pressure!!!

Thank God we dont have to go to Pasig and rockwell to shoot stuffs... Grabe!!! I could do this forever!!! the People are fun fun fun!!!

Ang saya ng crew!!! who would have thought that these bunch of people got something under their sleeves... and it doesnt get cheap! tawa na kami ng tawa pero me nagagawa now that is what you call OverAngas! ahahaha.... tae. feeling creative na rin ako! tawa lang kami ng tawa...

tamang trip ke Aleli (un joke lang un ah!) tamang tawagin si Gab na Syokey (si Ate ives un ah!) Si baby Josh (dahil baby talaga siya!) tamang me pa birthday!!! Krispeeeee Kremeeeee.... Arigatou gusaimasu! Saya saya!!!

See the next episodes of Rush Tv! UST team is on Fire!!! Grabe lang na shootin un!!!

See Aleli in swimsuit (ahahaha... manalo kaya siya sa pustahan nila ni Sir Yong?)
Gab... the dakilang maninisid guy! 27 sec ba languyin ang Olympic Pool???!!!
Baby Josh and his rubber duckeeee...

Direk Roman is the MAN!!!

"Pag me galit ka sa tao... duraan mo lang... PWE!"

Sir Yong, the Punk! bagaong gupit Lupit!

sir yong... me kamukha kayo!
oh?... sino?
Yun sa Queso!... Si Ian... un bokalista!
ahh... ows?... ganun ako kapayat dati eh! haha... diretso lang!

Pagkasama mo si Sir Yong feelin mo lagi kayong lasing... no sober moment! Ahahaha... tamang Trip! At dahil sa kanya dami ko nalaman!!! PUNK kasi eh!!! ahahaha...

Kelan nyo nakita si Miguel at yun gf niya?
Kelan lang... sa 6underground...
mataba? (dahil yun ung sabi niya un lunchbreak)
chubby...
ang bilis naman... biglang me palit agad!
well... ganun talaga!

Sira Ulo ka Karl!!! Pagkumalat sa Rush un tungkol ke A. at C. lagot ka sa akin!!!
pagkatapos ikalat ni Karl ke Sir Yong un tungkol sa kanila:

naku alam mo ang ganda lang ng katawan ni A! Nun nakita ko di ko napigilan 'pare, ganda ng katawan mo!...' grabe di lang 6 pack!

ano? 8 pack??? ayoko naman nun!!!...

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see Ryan and his doggy... Hobo
the dog even got a myspace

Ice cream breakfasts are the best... oh that was yesterday...
Ive received a reply from the email i sent marice... total laughtrip!!! and to my surprise meron ding nakalagay sa bulletin sa friendster ko about dun sa issue na yun!!! ahahaha... the oh so funny part is that me actual interview thingy pa!!! aba hindi naman sa pinagtatanggol ko yun guy but comparing him to piolo and sam milby is just soooo.... FUNNY!!! Wala lang... naisip ko kasi Im even luckier to get what i want and i mean what i want!!! wala lang.. its weird to actually say this but.... its superficial to see people in their current state and not actually seeing what they could have become... and for Gaaaad sake stop those parents that think they know best... let their freakin child learn from experience... i mean, guidance is inevitable but suppressin is another thing... i know why teenagers get out of their homes and just live on their own... trust me... ahahaha... Ok maybe im not the right person to say this but believe me not all parents know everything... they are not God! Ok rebellion mode!!! ahahaha... joke but then again maybe they do at some freakin point... whatever i hate parent talks...

And for my future I wanna thank God for not giving me parents or relatives that might not respect the decisions i will make... as if they could interfere!!! ahahaha.... * evil grin

hang on rocker boys...

i love listen to panic! makes me more rebellious... hehehe.

lets get these teen hearts beatin faster faster...

American’s no.1 power pop band


fearney pics...
away with that issues... bout ClickFive's gig at Greenbelt3 that didnt seem right!

aba aba... For those who received my message bout me bein 15 again... erase that… make that 11!!! I felt like regaining those missed moments with The Moffatts... And no!!! di ako pumunta nung "same same" just so you know. Aba ang galing ng acrobatic stunts ko outwitting those grade school kids... ahahaha... At ingit ang mga lola mo dahil me vidcam ako!!! I am expecting that naman, knowin I'll be behind those Oh-so-super-fans… but to our great dismay almost all of their songs were performed infront of selected audience… leavin us with a live feed and a widescreen… TAE! Well they did sang 3 songs after that oh-so-intimate-moment-with-VIPs… So yun… then for the Huge fangirls me autograph signing and all… Ahahaha… Nasasanay na nga si Joanna sa mga ganito… Iam such a BI… Big Influence!!! hehe…

Ayun… me something pa sa psych! at malamang… “NO QUESTION ABOUT IT” kasama ako dun… bagsak kung bagsak!!! ano ba yan??? ang tamad ko nah…

Gomen Gomen…

N E E D T O S A Y
M O R E?

"L" is a hot geek! So much for guys that seems to forget the word sleep... watch the second movie... see the guy that killed Misa's family... Miguel is that you??? ahahaha... addict na addict!!!
Please lend me the anime one... Anyone?

whuat?!?

yes yes yes!!!

aminin natin na tapos na! Or so I think...
hehehe... Baka kasi me pahabol...

BTW I saw the bitchest pic ever! OMG i thought that guy got a gf already... lagot! At dahil di nakuha ni mini bitch un me gf na bouncer (according to Marice yan ah!) un isa na lang... at talagang backseat moments pa! ahahaha!!! Lupet nyo!!! sige lampunan lang sige pa!

punta kami mamya Quiapo to scout for DVDs.. hehehe... for as low as as P40 me malupit na season ka na!!! Cant wait cant wait!!!

Final of the finals.

the final days and hours for Winter, Summer, Yuki and Iggy are gone.
thanks for keepin me stinky, wet and high for the past days...

Iggy baby, YOU are my favorite. Iam sorry for that house rat. I miss YOU!


Gia texted me yesterday morning...

"jen! d q kinaya ang panaginip q ky miggy! andun k at ang gf nya... Aba! inaway dw ntn.. maldita dw kc.. name basis p kau ni miggy mo..."
Sent:
9-Oct-2007
08:45:22

I laughed so hard... cant imagine how my thoughts transpired into somebody elses...
Im still spreading "that evil picture" of the two... If you want to laugh hard or just die dissing some Fuckin pictures just tell me and im gonna send them to you.

well, well,well, It's THEIR 11th anniv yestersay... Kudos to yer ol!!!

one more exam and im so ready to go...
Friday and Saturday will be a blast for me.
i hope!!!

THIS IS WHAT TO DO TO FORGET A DAMN EXAM!

few minutes from now the last of CSCC will come...
and now i lust bden.
later, more of him...

SA PULA SA PUTI.
Hail the Queen of Procrastination!

Not that I got no plans of studying for tomorrow’s crap exams or what I just cant help but not to…
And so I listen to more panic songs digest more of the fuckin lyrics and search for parkour…
I want to do parkour, is it considered a sport?
Cant really imagine people here jumpin round the corners of polluted manila!
Hehehe… Germany is a bliss…
isn’t it Wentz origin is Germany???
My eyes are hot with anger?
I dunno… I hate… loath… curse…
then again how could I consider myself indifferent?
Im not…
Not anymore!

And yes there is such a thing as
TEAM JOLIE and TEAM ANISTON!
A player will always be a player. Are you?

"Build God, Then We'll Talk"
-Panic! At the Disco

It's these substandard motels on the (lalalalala) corner of 4th and Fremont Street.
Appealing only because they are just that un-appealing
Any practiced catholic would cross themselves upon entering.
The rooms have a hint of asbestos and maybe just a dash of formaldehyde,
And the habit of decomposing right before your very (lalalala) eyes.

Along with the people inside
What a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

Tonight tenants range from: a lawyer and a virgin
Accessorizing with a rosary tucked inside her lingerie
She's getting a job at the firm come Monday.
The Mrs. will stay with the cheating attorney
moonlighting aside, she really needs his money.
Oh, wonderful caricature of intimacy.

Yeah (Yeah)

And not to mention, the constable, and his proposition, for that "virgin"
Yes, the one the lawyer met with on "strictly business"
as he said to the Mrs. Well, only hours before,
after he had left, she was fixing her face in a compact.
There was a terrible crash (There was a terrible crash)
Between her and the badge
She spilled her purse and her bag, and held a "purse" of a different kind.

Along with the people inside
What a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

There are no raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses.
It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Raindrops on roses and the girls in white dresses
And sleeping with the roaches and they taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

porcelain dream

My Abdomen aches, resembles hell... like the way I loath YOU.
Damned fuckin YOU!
Now im more confused!!!
The look on your faces...
who is the girl? who is the boy?
Maybe you are both faggot!!!

"OMG! What's going on here??? If panic! fans can't get along what hope does the world have?!?!?!?"colorhappi7.livejournal.com commented on a post by bhee_tee.livejournal.com

funny how world goes... you'll get involved then you fuckin detached just so you wont get much pain.
can I do that with my abdomen???


"cleaner parts for the delicate queen
she's been broken by me too many times"
DRIP - Fake?

We're only liers but we are the best

We're only liers but we are the best
I have fallen for a camwhore.
how is that for a suicidal over-dramatic dude?
my chest aches I thank HIm all for that
I still want to go on but then again something on my back said that this sem SUCKS BIGTIME FOE ME!

I want a laptop... maybe a lap dance is better... hehehe.
Im drifting... I am an addict. Thank You!

I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light... you over-dramatic boy!






FOB FOB FOB!!!

pic by fearnley
and all i learned from you is the word "fuckin"

"Sing your fuckin lungs out!"
-Pete Wentz

Sa moa to Araneta Addict lang kami noh!!!


Grr.. di nman pla nagiinspect un sa Araneta sana dinala ko yung vidcam... huhuhuhuhu....

 

"me and you" - fall out boy (fresh vid)

see you on friday boys...

My aunt bothered at my sudden possible death… I say “live fast die young.” Just like all the rockstars and the evildoers.

(Reverse the time entry)

8bruises and counting… red bad marks on my chest… dream of becoming a road manager of P!ATD…

Friday, July 27, 2007
the lemon generation part II: "the things i do just to make myself more attractive to you."

“i want to forget the way i am a sad soul trapped in a happy body… life is a canyon and ive been on a cliff. i feel like im just falling in. from the plains of south africa at night. dear constellations please eat me alive- i am mad. the stars are so bright here they look million dollar movie set fake. digest me and turn me bright.you are a world away truly, i will wait for it to spin around to me.”

posted by xo at 1:22 PM

Thursday, June 28, 2007
everything real in love and life comes without batteries included

“The world is your oyster, what does that mean? That I'm just grinding sand waiting to be sucked down by box dye blondes and chased with hynotik. .... dumb-luck, but there's no such thing as smart luck. Think It got us kicked out of vegas. Happy as a clam but how happy can clams be? Dreaming of being steamed or robbed of their only worldly possession, pearls, sounds like a total soccer mom fantasy- only with upscale spas and mugger fantasies. I am a starfish waiting to regenerate a point. Till then, I am kind of pointless.”

posted by xo at 3:21 PM

http://www.nohartandsole.blogspot.com/

>>>I just finished reading pete’s, month of May, entries on his blog… the man is more than just emo… more than being love sick and fuck up with life… he is being fuck up for real and no one dares to understand that because being prejudice is common and not seen as a crime. Amen to pete. And fuck to all the happy people that think sadness is equal to emo. And so you think you’re happy huh!

I say: “he is more than just a man-kisser for he makes love with life just like he makes love with his fuck up thoughts.”

i'll be reading more of his labeled-emo-entries and see much of myself in it.

>>>I arrived around 12:30am (Saturday)… I barely spoke with people… A.M. (awkward moments) and now I wonder where this introversion of mine goin to take me. I felt sleepy… but not really, seem to be the right thing to say when you are out of words or felt like being alone in my dark cornered world. I am lost in the middle of the well-dressed and mythological looks… a low mortal amidst the sleepy lousy excuse. I want to go home, but where is home?

After the struggle not to sleep in my literate class I went straight at the radio room (new tomcat office) to get ready for the first shoot of “TIME-FIRST” UST’s very own segment on RushTV. I change clothes-research for boxing equips-time coder for the shoot-aspirations-two hour trip to RushTV’s Launching…

It is fulfilling but I wish I could still be the loner me.

>>>I want to go to the US… be a gig goer… be a roady of P!ATD… sleep with bden… 2yrs later, get back to Manila… be a gig goer… exchange lustful glances with YOU… take YOU with me at the 400th year anniv party of my school. Kiss YOU… and God only knows what’s next.

That ends my future plan. What a plan!

People say they do not want to go elsewhere. They wanted to stay. They will be missing a lot of people. I think other wise. I am not born to be attached to anybody, not now.

>>>Such an emo entry. But then again, what is emo??? Not a grand narrative for sure. And now you know there is something beyond it all. Beyond all the secret emotions trying not to get through you. Does it get through you? Hope not.

"the tiring of oneself with some love from tight pants and all I can do is to say AH"


Finally.



The chance of letting the world know na finally naka online din ako!!! katatapos lang ng endless pag-eedit for TV Prod... and yes ngayon lang dahil... nun Saturday kasi expired na pala un trial period ng Adobe Premiere so I decided to use Windows Movie Maker kahit na first time ko yun... Sat-Sun-Mon... Yup halos araw-araw akong na ke Gia with Flos just to edit it... Bakit 3days??? dahil laging nagHuhung... Muka na nga akong baliw kasi lahat nalang ng gadgets kinakausap ko just for them not to give up on us... Takot na takot na ako... Feeling ko mababaliw na ako kasi sobrang dali lang yun mga mats na ma-eedit but we still have to wait and give Samsung, computer ni Gia, a break and endless pushing of restart button. Hay...



APOcalypse.



After kela Gia diretso bahay... Putik! My whole body is about to give up. Natutulog na ako sa jeep and i hell care kung tinitignan na ako ng aleng nasa harap ko... thank God kami lang un laman ng jeep... actually Im scared that I might fell on the floor or what.

I called Fhau just to make sure na pupunta sya... and yes she is.

but look and behold! Nun nakita ko sya I was like WTF! We both wear the same shirt (hsbatch shirt), almost have the same hair cut, she got her all different when you tried to look at her back but still... and we both wear eyeglasses... Ahahahaha... In truth we dont know each other!



Concert Proper:

To my surprise the med audi is damned pack with people!!! Well... most were not from Uste... kaya pala... Marice you really missed a lot! Na txt na kita kaya you know what you missed!

me: "DROP-OUT! NAG-EENGLISH NA!"



ahahaha!



On the better and lighter side Hilera is still FCking Great and as well as Tado's Band Live Tilapia, laugh trip... naka Patrick of FOB outfit un Vox ng Hilera... Kalbo ka rin ba???



the other Band?... Well... chicosci, or... yeah just Miggy, revealed to the crowd that the Vampire Sign started at Uste... Reminisce???

Oh Boy He is... the reason for the Climactic O.B. hehehe...



the tighter the pants the better to see you!

And speakin of See you... See you guys at the FOB CONCERT... What the hell is that??? ewan... ahahaha...



Pagod na ako.



Facing the computer for almost three days... Consecutive days mind you...

editing and knowing that I could do it in less than five hours if only fate would side with us...

goin to concerts...

reading SocioComm(yes, one more article left)...

stalking...

watching The Notebook... Grrr... Si Young Hercules Pala yun guy dun!!! I LAB U!

visiting littleMiggy's site(Nathan, 9yr old kid or 10, that loves miggy chavez. I so love this
kid! )...

reading blogs (saw Pete's blog... http:///www.nohartandsole.blogspot.com )...

and to everything that Im goin to do next...
ABA ABA ABA!!! Ang galing galing ko!!! (sorry but I just have to give myself some boost!)

And because of my greatness our proposal for Filipino will be given much attention tomorrow when we are left with a few more hours to make fun of it!

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What keeps me goin is the thought of the day when I'll be grabing your white ass and some of your time at the back seat

CONFESSIONS OF A FAN GIRL


Dear you,

So instead of doing my dear 500 word critique I decided first to take a glimpse around my vamp’s social life… and to my surprise it turned out that someone actually said (or wrote over the net) that he and that baby-bitch are still goin out together… fCker!!! Talagang fucker!!! Ok its not yet confirmed… I know, I know Im fooling around like a child… pero naman… OK… nasasaktan ako for my She-doesn’t-know-that-I-love-her… Ahahaha… she is way too gorgeous… but just like Joanna said, “Di lang talaga sila para sa isa’t isa.”

ahahaha… so many peeps I know are like havin this kind of issue… oy… chismax… Grabe this is so timely ah!!!



I actually got a hair cut just like She-doesn’t-know-that-I-love-her…
How pathetic… OMG… I must start growin up right now!!! and by growing up means doing my critique... when will this end???

Love,
Jenn

Ps. Sino ba talaga baby-bitch???
So you’re like picking kung sino??? Ahahaha…fucker!!!

when the hell im goin 2 buy d tix???

Fall Out Boy: Friends or Enemies World Tour

When: September 20, 2007 (thursday)
September 21, 2007 (friday)

Where: Araneta Coliseum

Time: 8pm

the tix on the 21th are almost sold out... the availble ones are the Upper Box B worth P890...

On the 20th, all tix are available!!!

I wonder if koskee will be on the 20th din...

the crappy life.
(taeng buhay!)

Just like what Marice said, as the days passed by the more crappy our school life gets...

Hmmm... so true.

and now that the sun is setting... sa wakas... i dont care if people started to feel sorry bout the sun finally coming to light... the storm is badly damaging our house (yes until now) kaya I just want to get over it! tae! Anyhow the sole good thing bout it was that Im (finally...) able to finish TC Boyle's Drop City...





and as well as Haruki Murakami's Kafka on the shore...






Anyhow... Kafka is the best!!! hahaha! Only japanese can get away with all these surreal things and then again you'll forget that there is such thing as the real normal world!!!



I cant seem to find the right thing to do... so here you go...

a girl and brendon urie... i wonder who's the guy at the window...

http://offthe101.livejournal.com/
lj of one girl that used to date Bden... Nope not the girl at the pic...


Video of Finale... OST of The Ring by L'arc en ciel




kurosagi OST by Yamapi... My Love!!! ahahaha!!!Daite Senorita


P!ATD's version of Marilyn Manson's This is Halloween... nope no p!atd... just for listenin pleasure...

Im sorry im suppose to say something like I hate what's happening but then I suddenly forget all bout it... hahaha... Im not much of a person that got grudges somethin... so there... But I really got to... hahaha.. I just forgot what it is... Oh yeah... Im broke... BIG TIME!!! Got no money since bringing Maria to a doctor cost me P1500 something... tae!!!

And my laptop still got virus!!! As if its really some kind of a precious tool... actually its way outdated kaya being damage is like next to being normal!!! oh well...

BULLSHIT!!! I knew it Chicosci's goin to be at the fallout boy concert!!! TAE!! GOT TO BE THERE GOT TO BE THERE!!!

Can't believe i am grabing pics of toma... listing to some punk rock music from some band under the name of Tokyo Rose (nope they're not japanese...) trying to recover the lost sponsorship letter... tae... tomorrow's our exam... Maria is broken (my vid cam)... i cant tell my tita she'll kill me... tae... we dont have anything to use for tv prod.. ok i can officially say that im losing my mind!

We already watch ep.6 of hana kimi... sad part was it wasnt anything like hitomi's... eh, downloaded un eh! Crunchyroll was helpful but if it were that clear as the downloaded version... mas OK! Oh well... toma is love!

So much for what I've wish for!
(whuaaaaahhh!)

Saturday:
Translation of Hana Kimi to Filipino - over night at Hitomi's... (Tomi!.. thanks for the great food at Hana Kimi)
Sunday:
Lit written recitation
Monday:
Shoot for TV Prod - Edit at Gia's
Tuesday:
Forgotten subjects... -Hana Kimi viewing!
Wednesday-Thursday:
socio comm critique - sequence treatment for scripwriting - study for Lit and Psych QUIZ!!!
Friday:
Literature 11-3pm, Experimental Psychology 3-5pm, CSCC 5-8pm

I want to thank Toma Ikuta for constantly inspiring me to move on with life because after all these... I know he is just out there! ULOL!!! hahaha!

Q: Close ba si Yamapi at Toma???
Ang mga pinaka mamahal ko aside from Jun at Tamayama...
A: Close nga sila! hahaha... sabi ni Shun toma's lips are soft (they have to kiss 12 times for Hana Kimi!)
He is also a rock fan! A stage play actor... loved the BSB...
"WE ARE DESTINY!"
-Nobuta wo Produce



I wonder if he really understands this Christmas song! Pasko na!!!

a year ago...

I was at a dark, smoky, crowded place called MAyrics...

and a VAMPIRE Love Dance was executed.

So much for grand smackin LoVe!!!

How could I not.

no blame
no shame
no game

Pain.

A sadist game you are here to play
A masochist shame I am here to stay

Where's the Love?

I just saw Hanson's video kanina sa Myx... I feel nostalgic tuloy!!! It felt so 90's... And so me ganun na...

I tried breathing normally... But it seems that Im losing air... Im still sick and hell sick of myself!

Ayoko na!!! Last Saturday nag-usap kami ni Camille Rosabal... At dahil nga Commerce na siya I could tell her everything without hesitations or what... ewan at least me difference na kami or what... Anyways, I told her about my kuro-kuro and she said she's glad that I havent turned emo or what! hahaha... But she knows that Im not perfectly happy... And I really dont know how long I could hold on to this face... Sometimes I just want to bury my head on the pillow and forget about this semester... Well, I cant do that and definetely cant give up now! Ngayon pa! My tita told me that Im getting tired and I should rest... But I told her I havent done anything yet! TAE... Ito nalang ba yun?! Hmmm... sabi ni Joanna we have done great and all this past days pero yun na ba yun???!!! Sa totoo lang un sinabi nya yun I dont know where to start pointing on the wrong things! Everything is a mess! My Filipino is a mess... Adver, hell with adver... Socio Comm is a mutilating trip... then TV prod is... well... hardly breathing... Spanish is forgotten... Now tell me kung anong great dun???

I want to get the Old Tomcat Office back! Ang weird but I never really thought I would miss those people... the virus-packed Off-line... that coffee smelled office of Kuya Bob... mga taranta moments... and the people I like to share my moments with... Journ, CA3... At yun iba pa...

Ang weird...

Now.

I.

Felt like.

Dying.



Got to read Socio Comm dahil di ko na magagawa yun sa wednesday morning... me lakad pa ako... And Im goin to Kathlyn mamaya... raiding her house just to watch koskee on Mtv... Pathetic! (Dont try to judge me... Ito na lang ang gift ko sa sarili ko!)

Fever and Jollibee

I could never have a fever without Jollibee... Spaghetti and Jolly hotdog for me last night and even when I had my dream I was at the said fastfood... Karen was the cashier and she denied me of my orders... Bad Karen! hahaha...

I still have a fever... Ewan! My throat still hurts and man it's so dry... Ewan! Iam goin home after this... I just have to tell the world that I have a fever... and so is Jana and Allyson and more...

Punk is Better than Emo... But Emo is from PUNK!!! paano si bamboo?

Last saturday nasa Divisoria kami... Sa isang building puno ng laruan...
me: "sana bata na lang ako... walang dapat isipin..."
rob: "walang problema sa pag-ibig..."

Ano yun??? hahaha... Nasaisip ko kasi, WALANG PERA!
So now the people are getting more emo than their usual twists and turns... I swear, every blogspot nowadays are full of gloomy whatnots! Nyek!

In times like these people get so vulnerable... ang sarap umatake! Joke... I wonder how they came to this... I'm super over that stage where I have to cry myself to sleep, listening to all the mushy F4 songs, trying to figure out how on earth will Jerry Yan understand my OH-SO-LOVE for him! Double NYEK!

And so people are replacing me nah!!!

Punk is the solution guys! If you cant have them hate them or at least try to ... hehehe o kaya get on with their love interest! Go BI!!! Joke... Tell you it works! hehehe...

And sad... NOPE I'm happy... so over the self pity and why on earth I cant be like that or why are you like that! eh un nga ang challenge eh! Ewan... I dont know how on earth Im gonna tell this but believe me some good old crying and self mutilation is helpful din, just dont over do it!

That is the reason why punks never die!

"Never die baby Never die!!! We live to kill and slaughter those who bring pain... and that is my game!!!"

Kahapon Joanna and I finally get into the most awaited event of the month... At talagang she bought a Penshoppe spray just for us to get inside tapos tamang takbo sa harap!!! haha... nagulat nalang un ibang nasa harap na parang biglang dumog!!! Me cutie pa sa right ko! Tamang boyfriend material ba, well at least for my standards... At talagang kinunan ang malanding bata!!! (at bakit? gusto nya lang daw makita! Sayang sa tape!) I miss you Migoy! Vampires smother the whole of trinoma!!! hahaha... I knew it! Sa mga nagyayaya pa lang sa yg, tiyak na ang tamang dumog... halata lahat ng naka black at naka one sided hair style!!! hahaha! Joanna told me di niya daw masundan yun trip ko! Eh di na nga sila tulad ng dati eh... Not so much of a screamo.. i dont know when I really started to grind those music! Astig eh! di lang rock or trying to be rock like you know... basta... It's not meant to be understood just feet it i guess, then maybe afterwards revolt na! hahaha... But seriously ok ang lyrics nila! Poet ka ba? Yun yun eh! di lang I love you and I hate you! and you turn my world upside down walang crap na ganun! di rin revolutionary tulad ng ke bamboo... basta tamang what's happening on them personally.... tapos heavier melody, or so you think... me mas heavy pa dun guys!!!

Tuwing tumitili ka nababaliw ako!
Ahhhhhh... is it in?!

Si bamboo nagtatawag ng rebolusyon! Yes darling I heard you loud and clear. I guess kanya kanyang interpretation yan but basta astig kahapon! But I like intimate gigs more, tipong Mayric's hehehe... tamang slamman at gaguhan... Lahat halos naka black... ako rin pala! Tae naman... so ano yun? natatakot tuloy ako mukang kamuka ko na sila... hahaha!!! Anarchy nah! joke peace na lang... Ok! Hippies na lang...

"Who cares about your suppose-to-be-love and their love interest, who cares about people that never really care??? It's your time... Just you!"

Putang Ina!

At anong kahayupan ang ginawa mo???

Puta ano? gaguhan lang ba ito?

Mga tae naTuturn Off ako sa inyo!!! Magsamasama kayo!

DRUGS, SEX AND ROCK AND ROLL???

PURO KAYO SEX!

MGA TAE!

KE K#^G NA AKO!!!

Ok lang magkagusto sa babae kaysa mawalan ng taste sa babae! EEEEEeeeeeeUUUUuuuuuuu!!!! LOSER KA PALA!

ps. sabihin nyo nalng kung ready na kayong mag seryoso... mga tae!

2ndps. badtrip ako! Me angal?!

Sa Wakas nakapag BLOGGER DIN!!!

Dahil nga tuwing gabi walang blogger (loser!) lagi nalang ako naka LJ meaning connect na iyon sa Multiply ko!
At dahil dyan Itong Blogger na ito ang malalalabasan ko na ng lahat ng bad trip moments and all the nice things na nangyayari... Wala ito sa LJ-Multiply.

1. Bad Trip ako for some reasons... Ewan... Masaya ako ngayon pero alam ko kasi na ito nanaman tayo... Bad Trip eh! Fuck di talaga ako makapaniwala na kung sino pa yung inaasahan mo... Wala. Magugulat ka talaga! Not everybody is worth it!

2. Happy dahil... tantatatan.... Me RUSH TV na! (totoo na ito! The largest college org in the Philippines) Watch it on studio23, 6-7pm... Mon-Sat starting on August! SOSYALAN! hahaha... I hohone palang kami so sobrang kabado ako! OMG! Lahat kasi ng tao dun eh guilty sa lahat ng fave local shows ko! MTV Homecoming, MTV Hitch, It's a Guy Thing... madami pa! Ok sana kaya lang di ako nakapag concentrate kanina sa seminar.. ang lamig! Ang loser ko nga feeling ko ako lang ang nalalamigan! Ngek! Lahat pa sila nag-iinglisan, well not all... DUH! Ok lang Filipino naman ako! Ang jologs nga namin! Takte! Basta...
3. "One year, pagnagtagal kayo ituturo ko kung pano magsulat ng filmscript sa loob ng isang araw!"
Makakatagal kaya ako???
4. mahal ko ang ginagawa ko sobra! Kaya lang me mga bagay na di ko maintindihan kung bakit ganon!
"Gutom at Libog" - kuya Jaime
Yan ang kailangan... Alam ko meron ka... pero bakit kung kailangan na natin di ko pa makita... Commitment lang...
5. At dahil nagpa edit kami sa Timeline kinuha na kami ni Kuya Dexter na PA... Either sa studio23 or... Indie film!!! Naka nang! BUHAY... NASAAN NA ANG BUHAY?

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At dahil dyan... wala pa akong Adver at Filipino lecture! LOSER SUBJECTS!!!

LRT2 Bloppers & Transformers

Thanks again to Kathlyn for the undying dedication whenever I feel like going to the movies!!!

The bad thing there is that for the second time di nanaman kami nakaabot sa Gateway... so ang tuloy namin sa SM centerpoint... But before that we saw sam, hitomi and allyson... so ayun nagkasabay sabay na kami sa LRT2..

LRT2 BLOPPERS.

When we get inside Kath and I were the first ones, so nakaupo kami.
Sabi ko ke Sam.. "Ayan kami nakaupo, kayo nakatayo!"
Sam, "Ok lang di naman ako umuupo dito!"

after a few nagtxt ako (well i didnt send it kasi its not meant to be like that!)

Txt message: ang cutie ng katabi ko!

Sam, basahin mo me isesend akong quote sayo!

sige pero mamya ko na babasahin...

Bingay ko un fone ko sa kanya, then...

Jhe, di ko maintindihan... di ko ma scroll! Di ko gets! Ano? Cutie ung katabi ko??? Bakit? Cute si Hitomi!?!!...

OO! cute si Hitomi!



Ang tagal bago nya maabsorb! At dahil dun after a minute or so tumalikod saya sa amin at namula!
Pagbaba namin sa VMapa umupo sila dun sa me kabilang sits...

O, akala ko ba di ka umuupo?

FYI: Kung di nyo pa alam malakas magsalita si Sam... At feeling ko buong train ang nakarinig nun!


Transformers

I now know her sentiment towards that Other HOT Chick!!!
HOT CHICKS on the loose!!!


QUESTION: Bakit COMEDY ang transformers????

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namimiss ko na ang pagbloblog dito pero dahil laging walang blogger sa madaling araw... sa LJ at multiply ang tuloy ko! badtrip!