Elysium

Where's the Love?

I just saw Hanson's video kanina sa Myx... I feel nostalgic tuloy!!! It felt so 90's... And so me ganun na...

I tried breathing normally... But it seems that Im losing air... Im still sick and hell sick of myself!

Ayoko na!!! Last Saturday nag-usap kami ni Camille Rosabal... At dahil nga Commerce na siya I could tell her everything without hesitations or what... ewan at least me difference na kami or what... Anyways, I told her about my kuro-kuro and she said she's glad that I havent turned emo or what! hahaha... But she knows that Im not perfectly happy... And I really dont know how long I could hold on to this face... Sometimes I just want to bury my head on the pillow and forget about this semester... Well, I cant do that and definetely cant give up now! Ngayon pa! My tita told me that Im getting tired and I should rest... But I told her I havent done anything yet! TAE... Ito nalang ba yun?! Hmmm... sabi ni Joanna we have done great and all this past days pero yun na ba yun???!!! Sa totoo lang un sinabi nya yun I dont know where to start pointing on the wrong things! Everything is a mess! My Filipino is a mess... Adver, hell with adver... Socio Comm is a mutilating trip... then TV prod is... well... hardly breathing... Spanish is forgotten... Now tell me kung anong great dun???

I want to get the Old Tomcat Office back! Ang weird but I never really thought I would miss those people... the virus-packed Off-line... that coffee smelled office of Kuya Bob... mga taranta moments... and the people I like to share my moments with... Journ, CA3... At yun iba pa...

Ang weird...

Now.

I.

Felt like.

Dying.



Got to read Socio Comm dahil di ko na magagawa yun sa wednesday morning... me lakad pa ako... And Im goin to Kathlyn mamaya... raiding her house just to watch koskee on Mtv... Pathetic! (Dont try to judge me... Ito na lang ang gift ko sa sarili ko!)