How could I not.

no blame
no shame
no game

Pain.

A sadist game you are here to play
A masochist shame I am here to stay

Where's the Love?

I just saw Hanson's video kanina sa Myx... I feel nostalgic tuloy!!! It felt so 90's... And so me ganun na...

I tried breathing normally... But it seems that Im losing air... Im still sick and hell sick of myself!

Ayoko na!!! Last Saturday nag-usap kami ni Camille Rosabal... At dahil nga Commerce na siya I could tell her everything without hesitations or what... ewan at least me difference na kami or what... Anyways, I told her about my kuro-kuro and she said she's glad that I havent turned emo or what! hahaha... But she knows that Im not perfectly happy... And I really dont know how long I could hold on to this face... Sometimes I just want to bury my head on the pillow and forget about this semester... Well, I cant do that and definetely cant give up now! Ngayon pa! My tita told me that Im getting tired and I should rest... But I told her I havent done anything yet! TAE... Ito nalang ba yun?! Hmmm... sabi ni Joanna we have done great and all this past days pero yun na ba yun???!!! Sa totoo lang un sinabi nya yun I dont know where to start pointing on the wrong things! Everything is a mess! My Filipino is a mess... Adver, hell with adver... Socio Comm is a mutilating trip... then TV prod is... well... hardly breathing... Spanish is forgotten... Now tell me kung anong great dun???

I want to get the Old Tomcat Office back! Ang weird but I never really thought I would miss those people... the virus-packed Off-line... that coffee smelled office of Kuya Bob... mga taranta moments... and the people I like to share my moments with... Journ, CA3... At yun iba pa...

Ang weird...

Now.

I.

Felt like.

Dying.



Got to read Socio Comm dahil di ko na magagawa yun sa wednesday morning... me lakad pa ako... And Im goin to Kathlyn mamaya... raiding her house just to watch koskee on Mtv... Pathetic! (Dont try to judge me... Ito na lang ang gift ko sa sarili ko!)

Fever and Jollibee

I could never have a fever without Jollibee... Spaghetti and Jolly hotdog for me last night and even when I had my dream I was at the said fastfood... Karen was the cashier and she denied me of my orders... Bad Karen! hahaha...

I still have a fever... Ewan! My throat still hurts and man it's so dry... Ewan! Iam goin home after this... I just have to tell the world that I have a fever... and so is Jana and Allyson and more...

Punk is Better than Emo... But Emo is from PUNK!!! paano si bamboo?

Last saturday nasa Divisoria kami... Sa isang building puno ng laruan...
me: "sana bata na lang ako... walang dapat isipin..."
rob: "walang problema sa pag-ibig..."

Ano yun??? hahaha... Nasaisip ko kasi, WALANG PERA!
So now the people are getting more emo than their usual twists and turns... I swear, every blogspot nowadays are full of gloomy whatnots! Nyek!

In times like these people get so vulnerable... ang sarap umatake! Joke... I wonder how they came to this... I'm super over that stage where I have to cry myself to sleep, listening to all the mushy F4 songs, trying to figure out how on earth will Jerry Yan understand my OH-SO-LOVE for him! Double NYEK!

And so people are replacing me nah!!!

Punk is the solution guys! If you cant have them hate them or at least try to ... hehehe o kaya get on with their love interest! Go BI!!! Joke... Tell you it works! hehehe...

And sad... NOPE I'm happy... so over the self pity and why on earth I cant be like that or why are you like that! eh un nga ang challenge eh! Ewan... I dont know how on earth Im gonna tell this but believe me some good old crying and self mutilation is helpful din, just dont over do it!

That is the reason why punks never die!

"Never die baby Never die!!! We live to kill and slaughter those who bring pain... and that is my game!!!"

Kahapon Joanna and I finally get into the most awaited event of the month... At talagang she bought a Penshoppe spray just for us to get inside tapos tamang takbo sa harap!!! haha... nagulat nalang un ibang nasa harap na parang biglang dumog!!! Me cutie pa sa right ko! Tamang boyfriend material ba, well at least for my standards... At talagang kinunan ang malanding bata!!! (at bakit? gusto nya lang daw makita! Sayang sa tape!) I miss you Migoy! Vampires smother the whole of trinoma!!! hahaha... I knew it! Sa mga nagyayaya pa lang sa yg, tiyak na ang tamang dumog... halata lahat ng naka black at naka one sided hair style!!! hahaha! Joanna told me di niya daw masundan yun trip ko! Eh di na nga sila tulad ng dati eh... Not so much of a screamo.. i dont know when I really started to grind those music! Astig eh! di lang rock or trying to be rock like you know... basta... It's not meant to be understood just feet it i guess, then maybe afterwards revolt na! hahaha... But seriously ok ang lyrics nila! Poet ka ba? Yun yun eh! di lang I love you and I hate you! and you turn my world upside down walang crap na ganun! di rin revolutionary tulad ng ke bamboo... basta tamang what's happening on them personally.... tapos heavier melody, or so you think... me mas heavy pa dun guys!!!

Tuwing tumitili ka nababaliw ako!
Ahhhhhh... is it in?!

Si bamboo nagtatawag ng rebolusyon! Yes darling I heard you loud and clear. I guess kanya kanyang interpretation yan but basta astig kahapon! But I like intimate gigs more, tipong Mayric's hehehe... tamang slamman at gaguhan... Lahat halos naka black... ako rin pala! Tae naman... so ano yun? natatakot tuloy ako mukang kamuka ko na sila... hahaha!!! Anarchy nah! joke peace na lang... Ok! Hippies na lang...

"Who cares about your suppose-to-be-love and their love interest, who cares about people that never really care??? It's your time... Just you!"

Putang Ina!

At anong kahayupan ang ginawa mo???

Puta ano? gaguhan lang ba ito?

Mga tae naTuturn Off ako sa inyo!!! Magsamasama kayo!

DRUGS, SEX AND ROCK AND ROLL???

PURO KAYO SEX!

MGA TAE!

KE K#^G NA AKO!!!

Ok lang magkagusto sa babae kaysa mawalan ng taste sa babae! EEEEEeeeeeeUUUUuuuuuuu!!!! LOSER KA PALA!

ps. sabihin nyo nalng kung ready na kayong mag seryoso... mga tae!

2ndps. badtrip ako! Me angal?!

Sa Wakas nakapag BLOGGER DIN!!!

Dahil nga tuwing gabi walang blogger (loser!) lagi nalang ako naka LJ meaning connect na iyon sa Multiply ko!
At dahil dyan Itong Blogger na ito ang malalalabasan ko na ng lahat ng bad trip moments and all the nice things na nangyayari... Wala ito sa LJ-Multiply.

1. Bad Trip ako for some reasons... Ewan... Masaya ako ngayon pero alam ko kasi na ito nanaman tayo... Bad Trip eh! Fuck di talaga ako makapaniwala na kung sino pa yung inaasahan mo... Wala. Magugulat ka talaga! Not everybody is worth it!

2. Happy dahil... tantatatan.... Me RUSH TV na! (totoo na ito! The largest college org in the Philippines) Watch it on studio23, 6-7pm... Mon-Sat starting on August! SOSYALAN! hahaha... I hohone palang kami so sobrang kabado ako! OMG! Lahat kasi ng tao dun eh guilty sa lahat ng fave local shows ko! MTV Homecoming, MTV Hitch, It's a Guy Thing... madami pa! Ok sana kaya lang di ako nakapag concentrate kanina sa seminar.. ang lamig! Ang loser ko nga feeling ko ako lang ang nalalamigan! Ngek! Lahat pa sila nag-iinglisan, well not all... DUH! Ok lang Filipino naman ako! Ang jologs nga namin! Takte! Basta...
3. "One year, pagnagtagal kayo ituturo ko kung pano magsulat ng filmscript sa loob ng isang araw!"
Makakatagal kaya ako???
4. mahal ko ang ginagawa ko sobra! Kaya lang me mga bagay na di ko maintindihan kung bakit ganon!
"Gutom at Libog" - kuya Jaime
Yan ang kailangan... Alam ko meron ka... pero bakit kung kailangan na natin di ko pa makita... Commitment lang...
5. At dahil nagpa edit kami sa Timeline kinuha na kami ni Kuya Dexter na PA... Either sa studio23 or... Indie film!!! Naka nang! BUHAY... NASAAN NA ANG BUHAY?

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At dahil dyan... wala pa akong Adver at Filipino lecture! LOSER SUBJECTS!!!

LRT2 Bloppers & Transformers

Thanks again to Kathlyn for the undying dedication whenever I feel like going to the movies!!!

The bad thing there is that for the second time di nanaman kami nakaabot sa Gateway... so ang tuloy namin sa SM centerpoint... But before that we saw sam, hitomi and allyson... so ayun nagkasabay sabay na kami sa LRT2..

LRT2 BLOPPERS.

When we get inside Kath and I were the first ones, so nakaupo kami.
Sabi ko ke Sam.. "Ayan kami nakaupo, kayo nakatayo!"
Sam, "Ok lang di naman ako umuupo dito!"

after a few nagtxt ako (well i didnt send it kasi its not meant to be like that!)

Txt message: ang cutie ng katabi ko!

Sam, basahin mo me isesend akong quote sayo!

sige pero mamya ko na babasahin...

Bingay ko un fone ko sa kanya, then...

Jhe, di ko maintindihan... di ko ma scroll! Di ko gets! Ano? Cutie ung katabi ko??? Bakit? Cute si Hitomi!?!!...

OO! cute si Hitomi!



Ang tagal bago nya maabsorb! At dahil dun after a minute or so tumalikod saya sa amin at namula!
Pagbaba namin sa VMapa umupo sila dun sa me kabilang sits...

O, akala ko ba di ka umuupo?

FYI: Kung di nyo pa alam malakas magsalita si Sam... At feeling ko buong train ang nakarinig nun!


Transformers

I now know her sentiment towards that Other HOT Chick!!!
HOT CHICKS on the loose!!!


QUESTION: Bakit COMEDY ang transformers????

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namimiss ko na ang pagbloblog dito pero dahil laging walang blogger sa madaling araw... sa LJ at multiply ang tuloy ko! badtrip!

My Hot Chick!

I've seen her new pics!!! HOTHOTHOT!!! at tulad din ng sabi nya "di ako tibo!" Simpleng Addict lang! hahaha

Why did I not see you before you even go?

- Ang laswa... hahaha.

4 in the morning

Two consecutive days i have been sleeping like a normal college student! YOSH!!! I guess after script writing, then straight home (9pm) I still dont have the leisure to sleep earlier... Me two proposals pa for In-Depth and the deadline is tomorrow morning! NyeK-NyeK-NyeK!!! I have so much to read and watch. (Paradise Kiss, thnks 2 sam... and i have to finish the 3rd season of The O.C., naman nasira kasi yung DVD!) Anyways I still have so much time to roll... Me babasahin pa ko.