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i snap just like that... its the scariest thing that could happen to me... totally numb senseless and immovable. I got scared that it may not go away this time. Just right after a fight i got a call from a company and gave the person on the other line the sickest voice i could muster... im in no mood to talk to anybody... i clam up just like that! And people hate it! I guess thats the worst... when people scream at the top of their lungs proclaiming ones uselessness and then the people they scream at seems to be at a placid state! Totally ignoring them... i totally pissed them off, im really good at that. not aware of the damage they did to the person they are screaming at... they thought i'll be over it after a few hours... thats how i am to them... you scream and utter the worst words to me and it seems that i dont care a bit... yeah i dont care really ive been having that since what? birth... as long as you dont talk to me again... i dont mind losing another person anyway... and i bet they dont mind losing me... what a vicious cycle... ive been trap here just like this... immovable still... i dont feel anything anymore i wonder why i should go on like shit. I seriously need a job before this house drive me at my edge... i never let it happen to me. like you have to kill me first! But guess what ill do that before you do!

Kontrobersyal na Drama ni MatsuJun



how many times do they have to mention "Filipino Bastard" in this drama?
he was accused of being an illegal alien
and then a prostitute
lol.

its been a controversial one... but seriously... its a God Damn drama... they just have to exaggerate the whole racism cause... well its a DRAMA!

i really dont mind... ive heard that racism is pretty much visible in some parts of Japan but im positive that they are not just the only ones doing this...


and lets be reminded that the whole theme of this show is to express hope and positivity in times of trouble... I am honored that somehow Filipinos were seen that way... LOL. maybe not. But rest asured that Filipinos are happy people! (go to slum areas and see those grinning kids wave at you as if they have seen a prenatural being about to grant them their wish to have a better life!)


Why so serious? Ive seen some threads on communities and they are pretty much tensed!

I really dont know... im not half this and half that... but 98% of Filipinos are not pure! Hello??? We've been colonized by Spaniards for 300 years! Then a few years with Japanese and Americans... And tons of Chinese migrated here during those days....

So thats basically the reason why we really dont mind being half of this and half of that!
and Its the 21st century... please dont believe everything you see on TV!


with that i actually love "Smile"... its a lot deeper than I thought so im happy about it!

ps. ive heard that jun started to become more gentle these days... bago image!?! LOL!

Door to Door

Door to Door (TBS Drama SP)

Within 5 minutes im already in tears... then add Nat King Cole's Smile (my grandfather used to sing that to me when i always sulk!)making a tissue at hand is a must!

My Our dear Neener played Kurosawa Hideo, a 22 yrs old with cerebral palsy whose goal is to become just like his father, a great car salesman! then the rest are his adventures as a salesman that actually prepares him to be an independent person...

Ninomiya is officially my favorite drama actor... and even if he still denies and corrects people with the fact that he is not an actor but an idol ("i sing and dance with a group" - nino in an interview for "letters from iwo jima")he still is indeed born to give the audience a full taste of his character in every drama he is in!

He got another Drama Sp "Tengoku de Kimi ni Aetara"... with Inoue Mao! OMG! Another tear jerker! But lol that he and mao will play as a married couple with twins! thats like a couple, age 15, with kids!!!


lol the face!


i ought to show nekid neener no matter what!


look at the wonder in his eyes while eating onigiri! FTW!


This is normal... i think!


cutenesssssss...


i must say this kind of drama fits well for nino... actually all dramas are perfect for him! i actually like his dramas more than his comedy ones... but not arashi shows... i love it to pieces! All of it!... i love him doing goofy stuff acting all highly and bitchy!



PS.

and yesterday I got my Cut Mag with Sho on the cover! *dies*

yamapi will be here in the Philippines. Twice.

To Yamashita Tomohisa (AKA the Non-Smiling Idol)


i think i got this pic from watchful21... if im wrong please tell me. Thanks anyways!

It’s late and im such a lousy sister… ahaha!!! Thanks to holy week I’m not allowed to use the internet! Happy Birthday to the smexiest JE boy ever!!! Can I just express my love for his smile? WAaaaaaaaAAAA… I wish he got more reason to smile this year! The boy got issues these past few days… thanks to his Nikki and to the 5-6 subbers of it I was able to know his whereabouts… not that it could affect me! But I just wish for his peace of mind!

A few days ago I finally got a glimpsed at the Nobuta wo Produce commercial over at GMA7! So they are sure airing it… im just not sure if that’s a good idea since the station is known for non-quality dubbing and constant cutting of important scenes!!! I really doubt the presentation… BOOO!!! Why cant they just leave Jdramas alone if they continue showing bastardized versions??? Stop editing the whole thing damn it! This is not a Taiwanese or Korean drama where you can just take away like 20 mins of the show because they got 20+ episode per season! I remember my friend telling me that when they aired Gokusen 2 the station tried to fit in 3 episodes in 1hour!!! Horrible Horrible Horrible!!! Whatever… now I feel like watching Nobuta all over again… *sigh* the drama that sure changes my life is coming to the Philippines just so a lousy TV station can butcher it!

FLASH REPORT (how very GMA... why dont they just focus on the News & Current Affairs thats what they are good at!)

Proposal Daisakusen will also be aired in GMA... Soon....

YOU BETTER GIVE JUSTICE GMA7!!!