Overflowing of thoughts.

I'm paranoid! Yes paranoid at the fact that I just can help but be the one thing that I want to be. FAST. Im not satisfied with myself I dont know why. Im simply pathetic I guess. Yes I know Im pathetic but not definitely understanding myself. Pathetic.

Im Happy... Im suppose to be happy. I got what I want. Im happy. Momentarily.

Ang dami kong na-realize.

You can get the best things even if all you do is to do nothing. It comes you see.
Heat of the sun can do no harm to me.
I can rely on a lot of person.
My bestfriend has a warm heart. She does it in little yet surprising way. (Bait mo dude!)
I've done the Vampire Sign!
Mahal magPE ng Basketball!!! (hello sunblock!)
Masaya ang basketball!
Marunong akong magSHOT! (Sinapian ng Tigers!)
Ang ganda ng USTe! (Vampire's nightout.)
My HOTNESS... *more


Now I know why Im feeling that distant discomfort. I cant be happy forever even if I want to. It comes and goes and now that I have that moment I dont know how I can make it stay forever.
I guess it's like having a lover... you know you cant have him forever yet you just cant help the fact that it wont last... even if you know. You know.

When i leave
I wanna wait for the silence
You gave me all you’ve got
And now i stand here waving to you
But still you smile
You’re still looking back
Maybe i just wasn’t kind enough
I’m fighting urges to fall again
Yet i stumble
Yet i stumble
-Seven Black roses (Chicosci)