Losing Grip

Too much is bad enough.

I just received a text message from my bestfriend and she was asking why on earth that I seemed busy? "BUSY BA KO?" I dont think i'm busy... what I think is that I'm not doing fine with my schedule. I guess I really have to adjust to the work loads that I'm getting... Really, Im not busy. My house is a five minute trip from school (as long as there is no traffic). But really i'm not busy! I'm having a worry moments with my grades this semester. I dont think I'll fail but what I think is that I'm not going to do fine! Grade conscious??? Yes I'm not denying that. I wont deny, cause I feel the need to be conscious!

Whirlwind has taken me. So abruptly. Still taking me to a place, then to another and another. Never stop!

I do have a suicidal tendency. And I'm thinking of logical reasons to explain this to anyone that would soon barricade me from doing so. Well, Im not going to die soon! You wish!

"The Ethics of Writing" a seminar for Writers or whoever, I think is still going on at the TARC. I just attended the morning session due to pe class, anyways. They actually disccussed the blog thing and the new media introducing a more community kind of way for writers, though you should know the essential blogs from not... and so on... I actually had fun being their, with all the great writers! Imagine that! F Sionil Jose was there and many more! HAHAHA!
Get this! According to one of the speakers it is said that before, libraries are astoundingly noisy! There is even an instance where Saint Augustine was then shock seeing Saint Ambrose reading in silence! People then speak out what they are reading for them to effectively put things on their mind. See! So next time you are being scolded by the librarian say that you just have to read it aloud in order for you to grasp everything immediately. Dont use this if you are just talking non sense though!

My heads is spining fast. Aircon, blazing heat from the sun, aircon, this is too much for me! Why on earth did they ever built an aircon if one cant adopt to their habitat? Why? Cant they?
Eh putik! Nasa Pilipinas ka tapos ini-aircon ka tapos lalabas ka tutuong mundong mainit! Edi nagkasakit ka! Hayop! Isa pa! Sabi nila kaya me aircon kasi di na tulad ng dati na malinis pa ang hangin! E bakit di ba me pollution din sa aircon?! Kung walang pollution di ganito kainit sa pilipinas! Ok ang klima natin, epal lang talaga ang ibang taong gustong kumita! We are born to adopt to the environment eh! Necessities!
Sorry kung bitter!
It just dawned on me that a lot of things were being manipulated by a small but terrible group of assholes! Hai.

Sabi ni Ate Cess Aktibista daw ako! Pwede daw ako sa UP! HAHA! Gusto ko sila. Ayaw nila ako!

If I do good will I die soon? If I do bad what then?
I DONT BELIEVE IN KARMA! It's just that the word has been missed used and abused! Why?! Because karma is not the thing that would cause you losing your wallet because you didnt give a peso to a beggar! It's not the thing that would cause you to slip in a crowded place because you said an offensive word to a person, it is not the thing that would cause you to lose a game because you failed to be a friend! Karma is something that you would get afterlife! Next life that is, according to the Buddism and Hinduism religion. First, Im a member of any of these sect second there is no afterlife! You see! People get to think that karma is something that would happen immediately after a certain act! The truth is, it is not! Basta!

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PS. Oh yes I have something good to post here! I already have a Sony miniDV!