I've been feeling a lot more worse than before due to things that I cant explain here... (damn bakit kasi nagBlog tapos di ko rin malabas lahat ng kaHAYUPAN sa MUNDO???) Anyways I'm trying really hard not to talk bout it kasi lalo lang maSUSURFACE un issue! And I have no time to argue or even to think about those people na di marunong makipag-usap!!! When I say TALK, I mean real talk! Come on! Im like the easiest person to talk to, kahit sabihing epal ako ok... K lang as long as you say it!
Now everything is ruined!
I hate this past few days, feels like Im going round and round doin stupid things. Im freaking out bout my studies but not doin anything!!! hay...
I feel like sick bout this, I've already told this to Sam and Camille, but I dont feel like its going to subside or what! I dont like having this bad feelings inside... Ayaw ko ring maalala.
Gusto kong bumalik sa time na lahat kami ay nag-uusap tungkol sa kaEpalan ng isa't isa! HAHA! OK lang yun eh. Maybe they are just f**king different. EWAN.
So what's Next JENN?
....
Move on!
How can I move on if I know there is something wrong with the system, and I cant even present my side! It's like, they find you guilty and that is it! You are guilty without giving your side!
I couldnt say more.
Merry Christmas everyone!
WALA akong nagustuhan ngayong week na to! Mabait lang talaga si God at pinakinggan ang plead ko sa stat... yun lang.
ps.
GOD I STILL LOVE YOU! If I cant rely on you 'di ko na alam.
And I'm not against anybody... Im more like blaming myself. Do not worry, I couldnt hate myself even more.
another ps.
NUrock Awards TV special will be aired on Friday December 15, 2006! Its on Studio23. See Mong win 2 freaking awards! Love You Dude!
Survive Jenn, coz Vampires never die.
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