School Loads never gonna stop me from fangirling

in todays activities we interviewed our PR person in the morning(which a lot of us did)
then straight to school for IMC meeting(duh?! this eats tons of our time)
grab pics for IMC

then the rest would be talking about the:

Ohno Scandal and the

JE HATE MEME! LOL! (Akame occupies much of the space here! LOL! ahahaha... Elli's going to be furious when she reads this!)
I was rolling in laughter while reading this... its too comedic! Chinky and i YM bout this and end up LOL! who wouldnt? 'Too much BAKANESS'!

then after i find it hard too continue our IMC stuff... its the funniest thing ever made!

Elli texted us after a while bout the "OHNO-PROTEST!" ahahaha

Arashi fans should play out load "Love So Sweet" exactly midnight(japan) and 11pm here in the Philippines!

i ym Chinky and said...

What else do they want? Im already playing their songs the whole day...
Perhaps there is something else they want to request?

we just realized that no matter what our feelings for nino it will stay platonic forever!
LOL.

overall I was just able to gather info for HBC SWOT then pics to be photoshop for Ford account...

what else for this week?
1. Photog (had no assignment last week)
2. Quiz for Ethics
3. PR Write Up (*must transcribe the interview)
4. IMC(duh?)
5. Over night at Laguna!!! YEEEEEEhhhh.... (Arashi Videos Project by the Great Fangirls Unite!)

Sleeeeeping now... ZZZZzzzzZZZ

PERFORMANCE.

i have a perfomance concept in mind... well after the discussion in performance art i actually thought that this art is something more achievable rather than doing a hell novel or practice a theatrical play... even produce a documentary with regards to fangirling (i consider this art! FUCKL OFF! Anything done with passion is ART! Damn it. thats my take on it! take it or leave it )... whatsoevr since all i have to do is have an image and do it! Unfortunately none of my dear very supportive friend seems to take me seriously... VERY HEART BREAKING!

Then we started doing our assignment in marriage which i think is one of the crappiest subject ever in my entire life! Due of course to the mediocre substandard outlook in family life of our dear teacher! Im a senior answering crappy questions just to have a fuck notional grades-to please my dear family when i graduate-to please my dear class- to please the whole educational system of the Philippines so that so we might end up with higher grades-to end up literate enough (in the world of foolishness) to face the challenges of the world! And the students resulting to nothing but the craving for more that could never be supplied unless we revolt against it.... yadah yadah yadah...

"No matter how gifted you are you alone cannot change the world"
-L, Change the World

Just like Weng said thinking of it is a lot more different(*harder even!) than actualization.
Is it wrong to be like this?

To die once and then to live again

I have experience that magic.

Hoshi wo Mezashite - NEWS

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Publicity makes you hot!

-IMC class (yes our dear professor had that on our lecture)

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Chinky was worried about Ohno's scandal. I, on the other hand calms her down! ahahaha... I said cheezy stuff bout them as an idol and still being human beings! Its crazy!

Yeah they are just a bunch of ordinary people being worshiped!

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School's being a Bitch!
Senior life is Full of cramming and finalizing our child act. SAD. To tell everyone the truth im not ready for the world.

its past midnight and im still trying to find my niche in this fuzzy world. looking... nowhere to b found... It saddens me how Fuck Up our country is... seriously is this the one im about to face after graduation? Christians being thrown to the dome full of lions... same to that effect.

i dont want to give up my childhood.


"No matter how gifted you are, you alone cannot change the world."
-L, Change the World

Lover turned brother... then sometimes err... Lover again.

creditlifeisbeautfl

credit vierran45

*sho will hate me for this.

Sho's resistance to hideous costume.NewS_jpop lj.

Stupid Journalist from the Philippines exposed to

the Panic at the Disco Fans.

Goodbye TIMI.

I.
tnx to yukie_chan
for the original post and to jlian
for the translations...

im just copying from their lj.

douzo!

It’s the middle of our tour, and I’m having a bit of a problem… As you know, we have a parade in our concert. And I’m the last one to come out. When it comes to parade costumes, we all have our own outfits. But no matter how I look at it, my outfit is… well, I call it a “frilled lizard”, and Ninomiya calls it “A ‘Bravo, Sho-san!’ kinda outfit.” (lol) When we were first deciding on costumes, I said things like, “Hold on, are you sure this will work?” But that sort of talk led to a bit of conflict (lol).


The other four members were definitely not wrong. But still, even though they had a point, I still don’t think the outfit works. I’d say that even under normal circumstances, but with me coming out last… it’s like I’ve become the punch line of the parade (lol). I mean, the audience in the top seats are pointing and laughing at me even before I’ve moved into the spotlight. I’m sorry, but I haven’t even come out yet! …And that’s why (lol). There’s no way to use brackets for that.


And plus, directly in front of me is Ohno-san on his Bubble Float, sending bubbles in all directions. So there I’d be in my frilled lizard suit, with bubbles flying at me… pretty awful, huh? (lol).


Honestly, I don’t know what to do… I can’t see a way out of this. This is really bothering me. Well, these things happen, I guess (lol). Looking back, I remember the staff saying to me, “It’s good that up until now, you haven’t sustained any major injuries,” and I thought, “That’s true, I suppose… thank goodness my injury is small by comparison.” (I injured myself earlier.)


While we were in Nagoya, there was a moment when I felt “Together, the five of us can overcome this.” Before the actual concert, everyone came over to where I was and we discussed things on the stage… and in that instant, I thought, “I’m glad we’re a group of five.” Of course, it’s not a good thing that I got injured since I caused people to worry, but as this is our last tour before our 10-year anniversary, and it’s our first time hitting five Domes… along with various other things, it’s turned out to be a wonderful tour. Concerts are definitely fun. Immeasureably fun. [<-- Thank you, mee_goreng ^^)



I often think that our concerts have become the kind of event that all sorts of people can attend, no matter what age, gender, or nationality. It’s awesome to see everyone’s faces from the stage and know that everyone is having fun. In the end, that’s what makes me happy.

*I cant believe im actually posting my husband's can-we-just-not-talk-about-this-event... oh well... he'll hate me for this but then again...


credit redchemistry for the pic

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II.

NewS *left to right: massu, ryo, tego, yamapi, shige, koyama
*this pic is from their latest pv Summer Time(in japan that is.)

If you think your a fan of
♥Yamashita Tomohisa (yamapi), ♥ nishikido ryo (ryo, *looks like Victor Basa*) ♥ koyama keiichiro (koyama) ♥ masuda takahisa (massu) ♥ tegoshi yuya (teshi *but i prefer calling him tego*) ♥ kato shigeaki (shige)

*then join news_jpop
they'll update you with each of the members projects, links on uploaded jdramas, gif and icons... love!


*theres Yamapi's Jweb *its a text based journal that yamapi sends to fans that subscribe to it. He loves talking about the food that he eats.*

*Join Arashi!

so much for this.

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III.
credit elegant_crimes for this one.

for some reason i already thought of this happening. A dreaded interview done by some mediocre fool calling himself journalist.

Some bakero was brave enough to compare PATD with Charice Pempengco and Arnel Pineda (who the hell? Questions the PATD fans...) *strike one!

then proclaim their popularity due to Youtube (its FUCKING MYSPACE NOT YOUTUBE!) *strike two

And asking questions like this:

"According to your resume, the unique sound of Panic! is influenced by ’80s Anglo techno-electronic groups like Depeche Mode, The Cure, Duran Duran and the Smiths...and that you also have sports roots in art-rockers like Roxy Music, David Bowie and Sparks...and that your music is also characterized by literary and film references, such as "The only difference between martyrdom and suicide is press coverage (from Fight Club author Chuck Palahniuk’s Survivor), "London beckoned songs about money written by Machines" (Douglas Copeland’s Shampoo Planet) and "Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off" (a Natalie Portman line from the film Closer). More: According to Ryan, among your other influences are Rodgers & Hammerstein, Fiddler on the Roof and Third Eye Blind."

- seriously! You call this a question? *strike three

it goes on and on...
read the comments... its a shame...

i have nothing else to say.


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IV.
TIMI.

my favorite cat just died. and ITS MY FAULT!

He's only five months old and just died on me.

Tita said he wasnt feeling well for sometime and last night when i went home... it was pitch black... and i accidentally stepped on him.(Imagine that im wearing heels!)

it really is my fault. Tita opted to take him to a vet this morning only to find him dead!

its my fault. I miss him!

Why am I always alone to see them die?.


first my tita dolly, now my lola.

I was foolish enough to busy myself uploading screencaps of Arashi's concert when my tita ave called me from downstairs...
i hurried only to hear a loud sound from my lola... it was more like a snore but we both know that it was more than that. She was losing it.
Tita called the doctor and when he arrive he told us that my lola wont last 24hrs.
It was one of the longest wait... i thought when im done uploading those pics, they both will be over.
My tita myrna arrive and we all talk about whats goin to happen. we sort of prepared ourselves for this. we all know she wont last that long with all thats happening to her.
And so they all busy themselves preparing. Everybody looked ok but you could sense some tension.

Death is such an unwelcomed guest, but hey he is a guest, treat him well!

i sat down next to lola. my tita ave was busy and so is tita myrna. They were all in the kitchen and i was there all alone.
I sort of felt its goin to happen again. im sort of freak out a bit at the thought of it.

But when she stopped breathing all i did was touch her chest and feel it once more. After a few seconds she gasped for another one. It was more peaceful this time. No sound whatsoever. Then the last, she relaxed her facial muscle and just died.

i stood up, looked at her closely.
it was over.

my tita entered the room and asked me what happened.
i just said "wala na." in my most monotone voice.

my titas get a little more tense. but they were ready for this.

and i felt betrayed once more.

seeing death taking over life is the most unpretty sight. i might be ready for it. but it was still unpretty.
i guess im bound to see all these since im the most frigid.
i hate it though.

it took my innocence when i first saw it happened to tita dolly.

she was crashing and my tita ave called for a doctor.
i was the only left at her side. then i just knew it was over.
i took a napkin and wipe some mouth stains.
it was over i said to myself in the most unemotional way possible.


Death may be unpretty, but it is what makes life a beauty.