Coffee Breaks

im feeling a bit weird after taking that coffee mix without much of my usual milk... my head feels small, can fit a matchbox... enough to excuse me from doing stupid things... i should be dringking more and more coffee without any reason... with just a little choco and milk but more coffee...

i want to fly away from where im sitting. clicking a few buttons on this keyboard i wish to transfer somewhere else... where nobody cares and nobody... nobody.

i miss Pete W. He reminds me of the actor playing Samo's role. He has that same sharp bones on his face. I miss Rock. i miss hating without reason. I miss... I missed. That dark room with all the smoke to breathe. The ashes... The little confining room. I miss the time that im missing it. Now no more of that. Im more happy than expected. Im actually happy that im happy. Are you happy?

I want everybody to see want im seeing. I want them to step back a little. sleep a little. pat them on the back and say: "you are all doing a great job, just dont forget we are humans feeding on emotions."

I dont want to delete a single memory. I feed on them. Sad, glad, stoic or plain love. I hope you all do the same.

Im looking at the picture right now. Its crowded and blurred, defocused.

Im happy/you are not. Lets give ourselves a lifetime to change and experience. Will you do that.

Murder Hate.

DANCE DANCE DANCE

My4th Haruki Murakami!!!

Thanking the NBS Sale!

the early birds




im sharing some thoughts after the whole event... we still have to attend another session tomorrow... or maybe im not gonna share at all...

host: you should not be absent tomorrow because our next speaker will be... Chris Tiu!
me: huh?! *girls screaming at the background*

the whole thing was about sports and PR so i guess its true. Whatever. i'll be late anyways! Will Sir Al kill me? Why he is a peace-loving prof, he cant do that!!!

I have no idea what to call this blog post

i cant believe my aunt still freaks out at the thought of me going to UP (just for a film showing) she keeps on bugging me on who the hell would accompany me... actually im the one accompanying someone... anyways she keeps on insisting that Philcoa is such a dangerous place and so on... i told her that she should stop worrying cause im no 5yr old! She gets angrier and said that even she hesitates to go to that place! And i was like WTF??? Well first... Manila(our place) is a lot more crazy, scary, dangerous and whatever bad adjective you want to add! a lot of people asked me how the hell i got to live in such a crazy place... i just told them that its every capital city's characteristics, or not. the traffic is hell... thieves are everywhere.. its common to lose your cellfone... its just a matter of being cautious i guess... I bet she would be crazy mad if i keep on reiterating that Quiapo is my second home and i go to Divisoria days before Christmas alone!!! AHAHAHA!!! Anyways i know that there are fuck people in places like these but one cant just keeps on avoiding and avoiding... i mean if i dont go to quiapo alone where the hell im going to buy those DVDs, cheap scientific calculators, eyeglasses and the like??? If not divisoria, i have to spend so much for gifts that are hideously expensive... Im no materialistic person so i make sure i get the most out of my money... and btw there are occasional midnight frat wars on our street.. so what the hell is the big deal? OK you might think that our place is errrr... Fuck. But the thing is there really is no safe place. well a place is neutral its just the elements on a particular area that makes the place Fuck. im not making sense i bet... anyways... the point is no one can stop me from going to Fuck places just because somebody feels like a place is like this or that! Dont get me wrong i do get scared sometimes... i actually hate traveling alone in the middle of the night... inside an empty jeep... but at the same time i feel relaxed... hating and relaxing is not a very good team up but hating is just the first emotion then i would be calm all over. Weird. Its just that in places like these i could be anyone or nothing at all. i really have to stop this before it gets emo.

btw. just finished downloding the last ep for Code Blue!!! Weeeee

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Brain Lateralization Test Results

Right Brain (40%) The right hemisphere is the visual, figurative, artistic, and intuitive side of the brain. Left Brain (48%) The left hemisphere is the logical, articulate, assertive, and practical side of the brain

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Freudian Inventory Results

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