Elysium

I have no idea what to call this blog post

i cant believe my aunt still freaks out at the thought of me going to UP (just for a film showing) she keeps on bugging me on who the hell would accompany me... actually im the one accompanying someone... anyways she keeps on insisting that Philcoa is such a dangerous place and so on... i told her that she should stop worrying cause im no 5yr old! She gets angrier and said that even she hesitates to go to that place! And i was like WTF??? Well first... Manila(our place) is a lot more crazy, scary, dangerous and whatever bad adjective you want to add! a lot of people asked me how the hell i got to live in such a crazy place... i just told them that its every capital city's characteristics, or not. the traffic is hell... thieves are everywhere.. its common to lose your cellfone... its just a matter of being cautious i guess... I bet she would be crazy mad if i keep on reiterating that Quiapo is my second home and i go to Divisoria days before Christmas alone!!! AHAHAHA!!! Anyways i know that there are fuck people in places like these but one cant just keeps on avoiding and avoiding... i mean if i dont go to quiapo alone where the hell im going to buy those DVDs, cheap scientific calculators, eyeglasses and the like??? If not divisoria, i have to spend so much for gifts that are hideously expensive... Im no materialistic person so i make sure i get the most out of my money... and btw there are occasional midnight frat wars on our street.. so what the hell is the big deal? OK you might think that our place is errrr... Fuck. But the thing is there really is no safe place. well a place is neutral its just the elements on a particular area that makes the place Fuck. im not making sense i bet... anyways... the point is no one can stop me from going to Fuck places just because somebody feels like a place is like this or that! Dont get me wrong i do get scared sometimes... i actually hate traveling alone in the middle of the night... inside an empty jeep... but at the same time i feel relaxed... hating and relaxing is not a very good team up but hating is just the first emotion then i would be calm all over. Weird. Its just that in places like these i could be anyone or nothing at all. i really have to stop this before it gets emo.

btw. just finished downloding the last ep for Code Blue!!! Weeeee