Friday, October 31, 2008

Review: Hana Kimi SP

*for some reason i find Shun Orugi's skin extremely white... more like his Sony Ericson CM!

The SP, a hidden episode after Sano prevents Ashiya from leaving Japan, explores the time were Sano first realized his feelings for Ashiya due to the indirect kiss; it’s actually a mouth to mouth resuscitation.

Then the latter part would be the graduation of the 3 dorm leaders and the leader of Hibari4. For the love of “boy2boy-love” the kissing scene of Nanba Senpai with *toot*

and the love confession of one of the boys to Sano should not be missed!!!

Plus, see how Nanba Senpai illustrates “boy-flail”! (Somebody ought to make a gif out of this!)

Waaaaaa… I want to see the whole thing all over again!!!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Youth






"Youth: I think its doing something no one has ever done... or use all your energy until you can no longer go on."




So i decided to end my 20th breathing years with Nobuta wo Produce! I remember how much this drama changed me the first time i saw it... (i wasnt into Yamapi's body, not until i saw his AnAn pics, a was a bit wholesome back then...) i've said it before and i'll say it again... everybody should watch it, take it seriously and reflect on every single scene!
Our life is one big messy high school experience that everybody should put up with, but if you have real friends that believe, listen and make you change yourself for the better... then life wouldnt be that traumatic!




I was a bit down these past few days... i think its everytime my birthday comes up and i've been like this since God knows when... i really want to forget my birthday actually, it's easier now that its on a sembreak so nobody brings it up. (i even remember a time when i have to close my fone just to not have a birthday message! How anti-social of me!) I really cant remember the last time i celebrated it and everytime people greeted me i really dont know what to reply or to react, it kinda feel ackward. Then i saw the scene where Shuji tries to hide his birthday... i think understand. I really dont see the importance of a birthday (I actually feel weird saying this...) i remember having a party when i was younger, grade school i think... the traditional parties at home... spaghetti, chicken lollipop, super-red mini hotdogs on sticks, cakes that only the flower decors i eat, party hats... But no matter how much i look back i cant remember the people in my party anymore, except for my family of course. The thing is i dont know them and probably they dont know me anymore... If im going to have a party i wanted it with people i know trust and care about vice versa... again i doubt if they still know me!
But seriously, I think the most important would be the day when you finally made a marked into this world. Ok enough of that!

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lets go back to Nobuta...

i was i bit worried that i cant really apply this youth thing but i guess as long as you're doing something great and giving all that you can... you still qualify as youth!

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PRESENTING: Nobuta Wo Produce Quotes!
"Since you cant choose doesnt it mean you dont want either one?"
"What's giving up from the beginning?"
"Dont decide, like you're not gonna change, before you even begin!"
"The inside doesn't matter so much. If everyone says she's pretty, then she's pretty. If everyone wants something, the price goes up. There are people who made the world work like this."
"No one in the world has confidence. Everyone's afraid. Everyone's so obsessed with themselves, that they have no leisure to think about others. So you dont have to be afraid. First forget about wanting to look good, let everyone know you're there!"

"Fun times... sometimes you dont realize they are fun until much later."

"Right now, the person's hand that you hold... the chance of you having met that person... is a miracle. Even when you go into the light dont let go of that hand."

"If at least one person knows the truth, that's enough."

"As long as we're married we can meet at least a few times in a year... knowing that someone knows everything about me... existing somewhere in the world, is good enough."
"I'm in a world like this. [money box] 10,000 is 10,000, a 100 is a 100, a yen is a yen. It's all arranged, there's a barrier. A 10,000 cant go in the 100 or yen... the 10,000's all similar ones gather together. Such a boring world, You dont have to come here. You can just stay as a dime on the street."

"To be disliked, to be hated by others... is scary. "

"It doesn't matter whether its true or not. Its only if people will believe you or not."

"Even if you fall to the bottom your life is not going to end. Even if you fall it will go on. Life wont end easily."

"If you are alive, you will have some terrible days... and also wonderful days! Thats what life is!"

"You dont believe it because its the truth, but it becomes the truth because you believe it."

"No one knows the truth so you choose which one to believe."

"If you go to a place that you regret; as long as someone's there for you, you can always come back"


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actually i wanted to be a dime on the street... i wonder if thats possible... Shuji was right no one can decide on one's future in a week, i have to start now!

Monday, October 27, 2008

TAROT CARD


You are The Star


Hope, expectation, Bright promises.


The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised


The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

*cant seem to get enough of Maou


Sunday, October 26, 2008

The Schizoid



-they are oversensitive and cold “at the same time”.


Treatment is often not necessary, as people with this personality type may not care if they are seen as having a mental disorder.





so this explains everything im going through... im suppose to post something about being indifferent and angry at the same time... i really dont get it but i guess this sums it all.

Monday, October 20, 2008

Whueeeeeeee....

From moody post to disbelief post!

i got flat 1 for IMC!
i give up?

i just wish I am more emotional to have an excuse to do illogical stuff!

i am tired of doing favors... i am just tired to listening... i am tired of telling the truth... i am so... fuck!


how i wish we live in a simpler life! You'll all hate me for this but seriously who needs artificial happiness?!
Advanced Capitalism one of the things i and murakami hates!


Sana naman kahit minsan me makinig lang kahit minsan lang noh! Lagi na lang kayo! Fuck sige kayo na kayo na kayo na talaga ang star ng makamundong lupain na ito! kayo na!

"Eh kayo ang bida supporting role lang ang iba! Sa iyo ang plot at ang mundo ay umiikot sa napaka exciting nyong drama! Ang saya! Ilabas ang popcorn at coke! May pizza ba? Oh climax na ba? Hindi pa? Simula pa lang ba? Kelan ang tapos, pagnamatay ka na!? Ang boring naman pala... tulad ng mga advertisement sa broadsheet at TV nakapang loko ka nanaman... akala mo blockbuster na... lalangawin lang pala! Uso ang drama mo kanina... next flick please... ayan laos ka na! Di mo gayahin ang JE Boys me development ang characters nila... sa inyo un at un pa din... ang boring na... MOVING ON."


this is totally not teenage angst! Adult angst... yes!
You know what the fuck is wrong with younger people... (omg... i sound so old!) the more they hate the older generation the more they act like them!

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i had an interview a few hours ago... and i swear its the most horrible one!

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merong nakakairitang tao sa plurk! Puta kilala ba kita? Ang corny eh! Non-sense! Nagpapatawa di naman nakakatawa! As if!!! Sige na nga treat the fans right nga daw so sige lang magcomment ka lang hanggang gusto mo! As if talaga!!!

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This must be due to slow internet connection! Ahhhhhh.... i cant think of happy thoughts...

Sho sho sho sho sho sho sho... ok im better.

then stares at Yamapi's An An pics... i just wanna be illogical and nonsense here ok!


i just want to go to a place where nobody knows me! (as if anybody knows and cares for my existence)

Friday, October 17, 2008

Book Review: Dance Dance Dance by Haruki Murakami

this better works! i just lost the review... i've done it on LJ and in a single wrong click its lost... i totally love blogger more than ever, for it saves your work literally! Its automatic!

anyhow... as i've done in my lost review... first I'll give reasons why the heck im so in love with Murakami's work... aside from he's japanese... whatever nationality i'll love him!

Anyways, i've started liking him after i read Kafka on the Shore. It doesnt have a decent ending but that was the first time i encountered a bizzare world in a pretty ordinary day and a pretty ordinary life! This is Murakami! Its surrealism embedded on reality... makes one wonder what is real, what is imaginary? This sounds like Art App all of a sudden! (Man talking to cats, Colonel Sanders as a pimp, Johnny Walker a cat killer, a model that never wakes up, an elevator that brings you to a dark room with a sheep man, the list goes on!) Another thing i like Murakami is his play with words... witty and funny! Philosophical with humor.

I just realized Murakami and i have things in common:
We both love cats and rock music, We both hate capitalism and its by-product (not that i deny that fact that JE Boys are a product of advanced capitalism. Well groomed and well trained boys for female pleasure; You can look, but you cant touch!)

Well if you like capitalism he gives it to you! Highly branded products has a sure way of coming up on his every page.
"Calvin Klein tweed jacket, Armani knit tie and a brand new Yamaha tennis shoes..."

so i guess that's Murakami... Now for Dance Dance Dance.

The story centers around a 34yrs old writer (pr works most of the time) His constant dreams of his former high-class prostitute lover brings him back to a place they used to stay in, an overhauled and supersized Dolphin hotel, only to confirm that the place was enchanted and housed a Sheep Man (whatever that man is...) Then here he met a sophisticated hotel clerk, a difficult 13yrs old psychic! His search for Kiki, his lost lover, reunited him with his former classmate turned matinee idol. Brings him to the underground world of high-class prostitutes for members only... call to order... hot and fresh wherever, whenever! He then met the parents of the teenage girl; a genius photographer mother, with incredibly short term memory and a former renowned novelist father that only talks about money. Both are candidate for worst-parent-ever-award! Then he faced a murder case involving a prostitute his actor-friend once shared with him...

If you: like advanced capitalist Japan, wonders how an actor gets girls rolling on their floor naked without the buzz (*hint* JE Boys might be on the same track), wonders how difficult it is to have artists as parents, loves joyride with rock n roll blasting at your stereo, have a difficult time as a teenager- teenage angst, wanted to change your life and live according to age, curious about a dark room and who lives in it, and label your job as "shoveling up the snow" then read read read!


BTW. if you are to read a Murakami be sure you got a highlighter at sight!

Quotes Galore!

"The ones with no imagination are always the quickest to justify themselves."

"What lasts, lasts; what doesnt, doesnt. Time solves most things. And what time cant solve you have to solve yourself. "

"Once you've got an illusion going, it can function in the market like any other product. Advanced capitalism churning out goods for every conceivable niche. Illusion, that was the key word here."

"If you dont want to go to school, dont. Dont force yourself. School can be a real nightmare. I know. You have these brown-nosing idiots for classmates and these teacher who act like they own the world. Eighty percent of them are deadbeats or sadists, or both. Plus all those ridiculous rules. The whole system's designed to crash you, and so the goodies-goodies with no imagination get good grades. I bet that hasnt change a bit."

"all you have to do is wait... Sit tight and wait for the right moment. Not try to change anything by force, just watch the drift of things. Make an effort to cast a fair eye on everything. If you do that, you just naturally know what to do. But everyone's always too busy. They're all talented, their schedules are too full. They're too interested in themselves to think about what's fair."

"Stupidity is stupidity. I wont put up with it"
Drama Review: Maou

im pretty much not in the mood to do a lot of things... so blah blah... im not even in the mood to have a music on the background... blah blah... anyways....

i've just finished watching Maou! So here's what i got to say!


Before seeing it i thought its just one of those drama having a dark and twisted character... tossed in some good guys wanting to end the wretchedness the evil has brought upon! But damn it wasnt anything like that! From start to end you just wished Naruse (Satoshi Ohno) would never stop (or stop for some instance)... You'll enjoy his every step, his every move... his dark ways on manipulating people! Not that i agreed on the idea of avenging but the show is packed with mystery and evolution you just want more (though im scared of what bad might happen to him, yes evil guys has a little percentage of redeeming themselves so they end up... well you know...) one thing after another... its unstoppable! I tried to figure out what the ending is, but i just failed. i also like the development of Naruse's character... i mean he is human after all.. had doubts along the way... so it makes it more real!

Anyway aside from that, what i really enjoyed is the cinematography! Well its japanese made so its a given! But what really striked me is that i never noticed how small Ohno is in real life! (not that its a secret) I mean the camera angles were perfectly arranged in order to have that Im-that-bad-guy-so-im-big-and-powerful image... Seriouly all through out the drama he exude this aura of massive destruction!

At first i kind of doubted Ohno as an actor... well you should see how convincing he is! Who would have thought of giving a member of Arashi such dark and complex character? Come on! Arashi = hearts and rainbows and never blood red and pitch black! But see the whole thing! Im convinced that this is what Arashi needs... a chance to show how flexible they are as a performer (not that they havent got much chance, they are damned to be busy as the devil down there!)... this is a very mature role, you'd think it only fits a more veteran actor! But hey Ohno would not won the best actor for Nikkan Sports for nothing!

One more thing! I totally like Shiori-Naruse love pair! Gomen to Ohmiya... Well just for this drama i guess!





"Im I not fit to be your angel!?"

-Shiori

OMG! i just died at this line! Bravo brave girl! Bravo!

weather it ended happily or not... doesnt matter, they got the best resolution as far as im concerned!
Watch Maou not just because of Ohno or because its about revenge... watch it because its a brilliant one from start to end!

Saturday, October 11, 2008

FINALLY.



After 176098797665367879870 thousand years...


currently preparing for our Final PR paper with my groupmates... and since i cant seem to connect to the world... (it took me forever just to load this LJ post page!)

i'll just rant here!

Why the hell do they all come to me on a Saturday!?!
PR, IMC, Runway Production, Accenture...

A week ago, Runway Production called me if i could join the designer's meeting and be a staff on a Saturday but hell thats our IMC Quest so i declined...

Tomorrow's our qualifying exam for the leadership traning of Accenture... 1-4pm... And just this morning I found out that we'll be presenting our PR Plan (the one we are doing right now) from 11am-3pm!
And then Runway Prod just texted me if I could come for tomorrows briefing on Philippine Fashion Week!

NANDE???

I opt to text back Runway Prod so i could explain my pitiful situation, but heck, there's no cellfone signal here! OMG! *dies*

We are so far from finishing our PR Plan that will definetely result a sleepless night! and we still intend to have the exam for Accenture... I'll just tell Sir Al about it so we could go straight ahead in Makati after our reporting...

No fone signal... I cant even Plurk, the connection is crap cause there are 3 laptops and a computer eating each others connection...



i miss Sho.
"Thanks for hugging me the entire morning and forcing me to read my Ethics notes! I hope i've faired well on our exam..."

Saturday, October 04, 2008

ONE4CAONE


i cant think of anything to say... Okie here it goes...

i never asked... i never hoped... i just want everybody to be ok more than to win. But of course i know everything will never be enough, we just need an assurance that we have it in us!




(pics from [info]marielaurice )

Best PR and 2nd Placer for 2008 IMC QUEST!

This is a gazillion times more of what everybody is hoping for...

Over the YM:

Me: Adie... can i just cry now?
Adie: Why?
Me: Ang ganda ng PR and CSR!!!
*Fuck, i was reading it around midnight and thought of how the hell could anybody come up with such a "Tagos sa butong PR and CSR"?*


After 4 freaking years we finally made it! Finally.

I just want to Thank the ff people:


Sir Al... duh? BEST PR!!!! Sir please continue teaching... isnt this enough proof how much we learned from you? Just continue teaching... its so hard to find people worth of the title "Teacher" nowadays...

My blockmates... OMG! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! i know it took us a long time but fuck we did it!
Dont forget we still have FILM next semester... Im so freaking excited for that!!! AIMING FOR BEST CINEMATOGRAPHY... libre mangarap bakit ba?

To my groupmates (Group 3, yes we dont need a freaking name, i guess all of us are enough... Sorry, ako na mayabang!)... Weng, Mingu, Lorets, Gia... YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!!! i was totally clueless with everything at first... and then just like that i learned! Sleepless Friday nights are the best as long as you guys are my groupmates... you guys taught me how to be patient, creative and organize!!! I'll forever treasure our brainstormings... surveys... our tunganga moments... enlighted moments... Im so proud of us!!!

For the frustrated looks of my blockmates... everyday is angst day!!! LOL! Im just glad we made it through... Tayo na ang diverse!!!

For the hopeful wishes inside us... some are not utterly expecting (like me) but i know deep in our hearts, we just want everybody to be fulfilled...

just an assurance that we are worth of something... i guess that's all i want.

i've been sing Kaze no mokou e the whole day... well actually im just sing the title.. LOL! So i opt to look for the whole thing...

(its the translated one...) Guys the song is for the 2008 Beijing Olympics so i thought bagay sa atin! LOL!

Beyond the rain, beyond the wind...

The reason my tears fall is because I believe...
In the words written on the notebook in my heart
The words I shouted to the blurred sky
When things didn't go the way I'd sketched them out

My path had already formed behind me

Beyond the rain, beyond the wind, my journey will go on
Beyond you now, and beyond me, my path goes on
*parang beyond color lang!!!


When the time comes to look somewhere behind me
When the morning comes and I talk to you
I just want to tell you honestly, with no lies
That I ran my hardest all the time to get here


My journey stretches out before my eyes


Beyond the rain, beyond the wind, there's a rainbow
Beyond you now, and beyond me, something is waiting

The light that joined us, please don't burn out
I'll forego words and cry out from my heart

Now beyond the wind
My journey goes on, this path goes on

Beyond the rain, beyond the wind
My journey goes on, this path goes on...

For myself, who kept on believing
For everyone who laid their dreams on mine
For my family I offer words of thanks
"I believe"
As much as my strength allows
The pressure will one day be my sustenance
The pain will be my sustenance
I won't lose to rain or wind, and that pain and pressure will be
For the sake of this day


I'll embrace your share of wishes too
And climb the stairs, looking up all the way
No matter how hard, no matter how much it hurts, I'll bear it
Imagining myself showered with cheering voices
*guys, voices nyo talaga ito!

Light and shadow, beyond it all (I'll go beyond it all)
Your voice illuminates the darkness (Climbing to the summit as my hopes fly before me)
* tayo ng sumigaw SIGA1 COMMUNICATIONS

Beyond the rain, beyond the wind, my journey will go on
Beyond you now, and beyond me, my path goes on

Beyond the rain, now beyond the wind
My journey goes on, this path goes on

Light and shadow, beyond it all, your voice illuminates the darkness

Beyond the rain, now beyond the wind
My journey goes on, this path goes on
Beyond the rain, now beyond the wind
My journey goes on - now I'm heading beyond it all