Ohba

So while the rest of the world got the 24th of December as a day to
anticipate Christmas, Arashi fans got this day to
celebrate Masaki Aiba's Birthday.
and because im a fail (trying hard not to follow the foot steps of my husband, really)
i'll post a super Post-Bday words for Ohno as well.




For Aiba Thanks for the wonderful smile that beams like a sunshine
God I want to take aiba home and make crazy stuff for me
i seriously need someone like him that could give my life a kick!





for being a good papa masamune to koharu
for being a dork like forever.
for bring Happiness and spice to Arashi
For being Green, in Arashi rainbow that is.
For the shit-crazy experiments.
For a smile that resembles Gackt's (come on they share the same eye wrinkle and laugh lines when they smile!)
Happy Birthday!!!

(late.. its past midnight in Japan right now)



And for the Leader im sorry for not giving you a proper bday post. but i love you
you know that cause we share the same traits more than anyone in Arashi.
We like to space out, to follow foolish acts just for the heck of it, stare at space
not talk, be hype up if pumped up. i love you onii san!
God you're old but it never shows!



and for the ridiculely beautiful fingers (no wonder nino falls for you!XD)
and epic facial expressions!
Happy 29th bday!


Its almost Christmas so Happy Birthday to Papa Jesus!
cause that is what this day is really all about. Its not us but him!

So be Merry not because of what you have for this day but for the fact that he lived for us!

and

DC Lead and Others Will Follow

DC
Lead and Others Will Follow




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DC Gang: Timmy Cruz Soleil Sanchez Arian Zaragoza Avery Salaya Gella Valle Camille
Paz Photo: Alberto Bainto


DC Ripper: Rei Castillo
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DC Rippers: Rei Castillo Jed Belen Jardin Duran Yohan Bondad Mark Ganit Photo by: Alberto Bainto

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Celebration Anyone?


Lots and lots of things are going on right now but im not yet ready to have a summary of something not fully comprehendable so we will just leave it there till the time is right! And yes im so sorry that i wasnt able to have a bday post for Ohno... ill do it together with aiba!

Anyways. Just here for two things!

1.




My friend organized a Gossip Girl Christmas Party this Friday for their magazine!
So if you have nothing to do come and have fun with us!
Wee!!! Then we can all rush to UST's annual Paskuhan after!!!


2.

SHO SAKURAI: GQ MAN OF THE YEAR!



Im so so so Proud of him!!!
Im not going to say much.. words arent enough!
I remember seeing his news report on Japan's election right after their concert in Kokuritsu
there's no hint of exhaustion whatsoever instead he was shining! Like really shining! His eyes was like saying
Thank you to everyone and i bet he is having a blast!


The news right after 3 hours in the rain! Yup thats their concert for you! 3 effin hours in the rain!
Thanking ghol88 for the screen caps! i think if you click the pic you can see a clearer version!:D

He is workaholic alright but thats Arashi!
I dont know im just happy that somebody like GQ saw the seriously hard work this man did for this year!

Ok i said a lot! Oh i havent said I love him right! Im so im love with this man seriously!

Arashi Stormy World Gathering

Arashi Stormy World Gathering

LATEEEEE IM SO SORRY!

Ive been neglecting this blogspot and so its just now that i realized i havent posted this yet!


Click Here for more Pics!!!

Jrock, Papers and Scissors in a Hole!

Jrock, Papers and Scissors in a Hole!

So im totally useless in the office for the past few days... Well not really, we've been busy arranging papers and letters to Thousands of incumbents... Papers and Papers and mail merge and mail merge...

I totally LOVE the ALBUMS I bought!!!!! See last post

My horrible cough, abrupt sneeze and running nose cant seem to cooperate in my system. Im quite fine hope this will continue till its totally gone!
The internet connection that allows MU and MF is down in the office. The connection that we can access only allows a few sites, lucky for me it includes LJ. So i end up reading fics all these time...

Sakumoto Fics!

*Nod Nod*

Sakumoto Smut Fics!

*Nod Nod*

ME LOVES SAKUMOTO so why not read it! Turns out there's a comm for all Arashi Porn! Yup its all PORN!. ARASHI nonetheless...

So if you are as shameless and couldnt careless just like the 200 members of this month old LJcomm...

Join arashi_kinks
I know you love shirtless Arashi... Oh make that naked Arashi!:D Spread the LOVE!

Dont watch Porn! Read PrOn!!! YEY!

before the day ends

Im not a birthday person since God knows when... I really dont know the last time i celebrate it and i even blog last year that i dont like people greeting me...

The thing is i cant hide myself all the time. I used to be more comfortable allowing this day to be as ordinary as possible, (there is even a point where i turned off my phone) i keep it to myself and wished that nobody would try to look at any list that indicates this day. I dont know when i started being uncomfortable with this day (sometimes i wish i could just skip this day) maybe its just that im not used to people wishing me a happy one or i built this notion that they just greet me like a robot programed to walk and talk like humans, just a mechanical obligation or an impulse without meaning sort of a greeting.

i dont like people saying empty words. I used to have meaningful and wonderful birthdays when i was younger and you just have no idea how fun it is to have this day before, but bitchy life happens and the people i celebrate it with are gone leaving me with nothing but nonchalant greetings, empty ones. I dont care about the party i dont care about the celebration i just wanted and always hoped that people would greet me not just because i have a party or food to share but the fact that this is my birthday.

And today i felt for a very long time that people finally greeted me with more warmth and consciousness that yes this is in fact a very important day.

To everyone Thank You! For sticking with the self-rightous-frigid -me that knows nothing but my passion for my fandom! Ive been very selfish really and i just cant imagine anyone really caring what day is this for me. I dont care for the most part but since you do who am i to ignore your greetings!


This is going to be hard but i'll try my best to care more and get out of my comfort zones. I should fix my life right now, im not getting younger (but im young really... i feel young!) and should start investing with import things in life, relationships with everyone. I'll try not to be so distant and maybe i should lessen the area of my personal space, I'll try but i cant promise though. Ahahaha!

Again for everyone Thank you for changing my mind regarding birthdays! ^_^

Lazy Saturday. Irrashaimase. Cubao X


So my brother shows up but im not spending time with him, not till next week i guess.

i wanted to upload some photos here but thats so time consuming unlike in Multiply where it uploads every jpg automatically in my hard drive...


Irrashaimase event in Ali Mall and Some cafe in Cubao X, Totally clueless, gomen.

PHOTOS HERE


I cant have a decent download these past few days, makes me bitchy. AMPF. Im hoping for a better download day tomorrow. Damn.

STILL.

STILL.


I wonder.
I suck at conversations especially receiving complains on who screwed one life is. I believe our life is as twisted as everybody else so whats with the "Are-You-Ok, Coz-Im-Not!" seriously why tell me such things if you arent there when my wailing turn on how unfair the world arrived? i was never given a chance because i was designed to be strong and be on the receiving end of complains.

Tell you what,

Why tell me? i dont care.

I dont want to be bitchy but why do i have to hear these things when nobody heard mine? Nobody. not like i wanted you to hear.
Whatever.

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There is toooo much negativity in my past few blogpost, Please forgive me. Im just sick of
HOW EVERYBODY IS SCREWED UP AND I HAPPEN TO BE THE NICE ONE TO LISTEN TO ALL OF THEM.

NAKAKAPAGOD MAKINIG SA NEGATIVITY NO!

So now I FORBID EVERYBODY TO TALK ABOUT HOW YOUR LIFE SUCKS BIG TIME! Or at least dont let me hear them.

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Let's have a 180 degrees turn shall we?

THE NEW HAIR KILLS ME. SUAVE.
Sho makes me shiver, weakens my knees, tightens my chest, lose my breath, torn my ovaries and much more not public-post ideal.

On fandom note i started converting... Yes we just cant get enough of fangirls. More fangirls more fun!
Btw i shared a few Smut fics to some officemates and fortunately to the fandom they like it! unfortunately to their souls i think i just corrupted their innocence! LOL!

Too much Arashi news...

new single, movie for Nino, Individual Drama Sp for Jun, Sho, and Ohno, a Drama for Aiba, PV collection and more projects and a few more concerts for the 10th year. Too much going on... Fandom how you keep me sane, hats off to that!

This will be the last post with NEGA Stuff on it. Ang bigat basahin eh... At ayokong mag reread tapos me ganito shit ang pangit
talaga ng ganito eh... I rather not have Life stuff kaysa puro ka bwisitan lang. Nakakapagod lang makinig sa mga hinaing ng iba tapos un problema mo di mo naman maibroadcast. AMPF. Ano ba ko confession box?

is impulsive, then dormant.

is impulsive, then dormant.


When i want something i want it now. If i cant have it, then forget it.

I have to disciple myself more and start doing things that i already started.

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I want to write a SMUT FIC. i dont know how! Ahahahahahaha... Oh but i got a plot already...

Can somebody share his or her experience knowledge in this field? Im a perv, OFFICIALLY. As if thats a secret.

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Why does everybody talk about love? Sometimes i feel that people think im weird for me not having sharing stuffs while they on the otherhand, overly indulge themselves with their love whereabouts.

When i told joanna that i got no plans of screaming for the world to know if i got someone she said that im selfish. Seriously. What's selfish in that? As if anybody cares. lol.

Sometimes i wonder if a boytoy can actually make one less bored. I guess they are designed to be played, so yes one cant be bored. But having a fickle mind like mine i seriouly doubt the long existence of a boytoy. As if.

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I need someone to fuck my mind. Like tell me an unusual story, weird things you did something that could actually bring back and energized my life. I need to be inspired cause im feed up with silly games and overrated sick stories.

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Arashi is the only colorful existence in my life.
THE REST BORES ME AND DOESNT NOT REGISTERED AS "INTERESTING" IN MY SYSTEM.

Guess what. In less than 7 hours another storm will hit the Philippines! How shit is that? Oh btw they say its stronger than hurricane Katrina! Ahahahaha… So much for being in the typhoon belt… Thank you! I feel that a lot people here got traumatize by Ondoy, im one of them. Well actually this starts way back the last time that I got stranded after watching The Half-blood Prince. I had a great time ogling at Daniel Radcliff the next thing I know im surrounded by water! The flood scares the hell out of me! I don’t know how to swim for God sake! It wont directly hit Manila but the tail of it will… They say that the moment it hit land an automatic category of signal #4 will be tag on it… and a lot more of shit forecast that even the Main forecast wished this aint real!

Its gloomy outside since yesterday, no rain, not yet. But the darkness and silence is really creeping me out. The wait is killing me, like you’ll never know what you’ll get! Well We don’t want any that’s for sure! My former blockmates are supposed to see each other tomorrow for our little donation drive for a few of our classmates, but I guess it has to wait. Let’s just wish no more people will be affected again.

I super wish for a bright day. WHEN?

No electricity later tonight. I don’t know when it will come back. How many lives should be cut off from this world? I don’t know… too many questions.

Oh God I’ll be waiting for a rainbow. A bright shiny sky. Nice blue sky.

Oh while the whole Philippines await the Shit typhoon can you guys VOTE!

PLEASE VOTE FOR ARASHI IN CHANNEL [V]!!!

No Electricity guys for I don’t know how long… just make them number one for me and the rest of the fangirls here in the Philippines. Please! THANKS GUYS!

Till the typhoon’s gone and a better day is born!

Please Pray for the the Victims of Ondoy

Saving the earth could actually save us. Just so you know!

Yesterday I woke up pretty early to prepare myself for a lunch gathering. I was planning to finally pay the fee for the Arashi party when I realized it’s impossible to do so. It was raining damn hard and flood started to rise. Around 10 am I knew it was going to be hell. The flood rise up to the knee level, then after a few minutes it is waist-level. By noon my tita asked me to come down to help out in carrying the refrigerator, the water is entering the house. I looked out the window and saw people carrying bags and hugging each other tightly, hoping that the black water and crazy strong winds wont push them down to death. The water is chest-level. We carried all appliances to safety as well as my two dear dogs. Past 2, electricity left us. Then we starve because the last time we eat was in the morning. No food for us because the kitchen was slowly sinking in flood. By 5pm darkness took over. Im cold and starving. I looked outside saw a few more people trying to save their lives. We are lucky enough to have a house four feet elevated than the rest. Four feet and still the water entered our house. I slept, imagined Sho and our possible life together in Tokyo, how this calamity can be responded quickly in a first world country, but then again, earthquake is an inevitably strong protagonist in our love story. I woke up even more starve. Looked out and the rain gave no sign of stopping. The storm was giving its sadistic roar. It’s like laughing on mere mortals and chanting “Die, Die!”. The irony of loving a band named “Storm” ARASHI = STORM! By 6pm I could sense death. I know I’ve blogged this before about me sensing death. I could sense death by smell. But yesterday looking at the dark water I felt death. Cold air and the stillness, it is indeed death. I checked my phone and the signal died on me as well. It was crazy. It was still raining. I lied on my bed and sleep a few more minutes, woke up and sob a little. How long will this go on? My other tita called, she was outside and stranded on some fastfood. Oh how I told her early in the morning to just stay inside because the flood is sure to come. Well we needed money so who dares stopping her if she’s going to do a weekend tutoring. She was really worried that we haven’t eaten anything, plus no restroom cause the flood also entered there and no safe water to drink as well. 7pm I remembered our company president’s question on our last bible study. What if God tell’s you that you’ll die by 12 midnight. I checked my phone again, no signal, no way of saying goodbye to the people I know. I started sobbing. I know im lucky enough to be dry and safe at our second floor but my hunger and stupid humanity is taking over. Am I just going to die like this? How I realized that water is going to be the end of me. I don’t know how to swim! Its dark and cold, silence is killing me. What if I woke up and discovered myself floating? No way of transporting myself to the rooftop. Our window is made of steel bars and I wont be able to open it to safety. So I guess that’s it. I’ll just die like that. Ahahaha… I sob a few more, laugh at myself a little. I sense death, lurking around, trying to push a few more people to the dark water. Then here goes the cheesy part. I remembered Jesus and his apostles on a rainstorm. “Why the heck are you afraid? You are with me!” Of course that’s my modern version of Jesus rolling his eyes in disbelief. Like what the hell, you are with God! Duh! Then my sick yet consoled mind finally felt confidence and strength. I know I’ve been the third person, the witness, as death took my love ones twice but I forgot that a fourth person was also there. There was God!

*drum roll please*

*Key in the blinding spotlight*

After that little theatrical play inside my head I heard a sweeping sound. Water being swept away. The flood is gone inside our house. It was 8pm and I knew God has arrived! *Can I just send this to Nino’s Baystorm segment? I bet he’ll read this!*

8:30 pm we were able to cook and eat. Afterwards I was able to pee and shit!

By 10pm I received a few text messages. Im actually glad that people cares. I seriously thank you all.

The flood totally subside by 2:30pm in our area. I heard a lot of worse news. I lot of people are starving, cold and wet as I typed this down. A lot of them are trapped inside their houses still. Garbage is everywhere! People die.

If I die by 12 midnight there really is nothing that I could do but pray. Thank God for the short but happy and relax life, say sorry for the foolishness, hoped for a better day for those who would live. Basically that’s it. We’ll all die anyway but what is important is that we lived.




I took this pic around 10am by a 2pm this flood shit doubled!

PS Fuck to those who continue to pollute the earth and are happy because classes are suspended. There is a bigger picture here. Seriously!

But still God has arrived!
Nino please read this Blog for your radio show!

Otanjoubi omedetou MatsuJUN!
late much... im sorrrrrryyyy... too sleeeepy...



the boy knows how to work it! No wonder johnny got him without auditioning!


LOL at the bucked-teeth! How young and innocent jun is!


With our hobby Sho! Oh how i adore those detective mini shows they were on!


My first japanese Love SHIN SAWADA!!!!


You know this already and i sure want to thank the AN AN people for bring out the best in these boys!


now can you blame me for buying this magazine even if im flat broke!


now he is all grown up! Winning GQ Man of the Year for 2007 and 2008!!!


Grown up and has facial hair... all thanks to the concert, he is too busy to shave during this time!



To the Passionate man named Matsumoto Jun,

I know how you hate waking up in the morning yet you still go to work with a bad mood. I know you like arguing and proving your point but you also welcome learning and becoming better! For stealing my heart 5 years ago while you sport that highlighted hair, for giving of that distinct DoS stare like a bitch that pierce and kills my ovary, for being toooooo fashionable than any other girl, for being waaaaayyyy prettier than any other girl, for having jewelry collection worth close to $400,000 or 40 million yen as of 2008, for being a cool guy yet caring for the other Arashi members, for being the mastermind of the moving stage, for working so hard and improving every single project because you believe that its your duty and responsibility as an artist, for everything you did for the Fandom and the fans... Thank you!

i felt a bit dizzy after seeing the ARASHI con goods...

If you'll see the clearfiles you'll die! Coz i did! saw a scan of it and it just KILLED ME...

Scans of the clearfile HERE @

zomboid

tenjostyle

got a complete post of the goods HERE


One more...





a fresh one from Himitsu No Arashi chan!!! JUN + FACIAL HAIR = WIN!!!

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lately Ive been drooling and busying myself with hmmm... jun. Adultery in this early stage of marriage with sho! LOL!
Ok so jun's my bitch, my whore, my lover, my other man, sexcapade, and the 2nd man on my S-List, but there's only two, is that considered a list? lol

but its gonna be his bday in 3 days (2 days in an hour) so i just cant help it!
and without jun i wont be going crazy over Arashi!!!

and partly blame it on

amnosxmatsujun

for giving daily reasons why WE FLAIL OVER JUN this whole Purple month! oh girl you have no idea how i love stalk your posts!

Crazy!!!

hay seeing how GORGEOUS Jun is reminds me of my high standard with men... Must keep that in mind. Must keep that in mind.

PS. Saw a yamapi look a like (see the early yamapi days) at the Metrobank Emerald Ortigas! Go stalk him he is a taller there!!!

You Scored as Ohno Satoshi You're most compatible with Ohno! You are content with simple things in life and understand that happiness is intrinsically generated. Ohno seems to prefer someone who is completely relaxed and free to live life with expression and honesty - with him, you get someone to grow old with. Results based on a 2006 translated interview about ideal marriages - therefore, you may want to take everything with a grain of salt. ;) Ohno Satoshi 93% Aiba Masaki 85% Matsumoto Jun 83% Sakurai Sho 80% Ninomiya Kazunari 65%