is impulsive, then dormant.

is impulsive, then dormant.


When i want something i want it now. If i cant have it, then forget it.

I have to disciple myself more and start doing things that i already started.

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I want to write a SMUT FIC. i dont know how! Ahahahahahaha... Oh but i got a plot already...

Can somebody share his or her experience knowledge in this field? Im a perv, OFFICIALLY. As if thats a secret.

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Why does everybody talk about love? Sometimes i feel that people think im weird for me not having sharing stuffs while they on the otherhand, overly indulge themselves with their love whereabouts.

When i told joanna that i got no plans of screaming for the world to know if i got someone she said that im selfish. Seriously. What's selfish in that? As if anybody cares. lol.

Sometimes i wonder if a boytoy can actually make one less bored. I guess they are designed to be played, so yes one cant be bored. But having a fickle mind like mine i seriouly doubt the long existence of a boytoy. As if.

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I need someone to fuck my mind. Like tell me an unusual story, weird things you did something that could actually bring back and energized my life. I need to be inspired cause im feed up with silly games and overrated sick stories.

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Arashi is the only colorful existence in my life.
THE REST BORES ME AND DOESNT NOT REGISTERED AS "INTERESTING" IN MY SYSTEM.